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Painful Swords Piercing the Heart of Jesus

Divine Appeal Reflection - 173

Today, consider in Divine Appeal 173: "We are in times of violence. Great offences will befall... I am sad and My heart is pierced by very painful swords."

There is a violence that makes no noise. It does not destroy buildings, spill blood, or attract public attention. It is born in the secret sanctuary of the heart when a person slowly loses the capacity to receive another person as a gift. This hidden violence is one of the deepest mysteries surrounding human sin. Before one wounds another’s body, the heart may first wound the person’s dignity within its own imagination. The other becomes an obstacle, rival, inconvenience, or enemy—and eventually someone whose suffering no longer matters . Consider the mysterious story of Nabal and Abigail. Nabal possessed wealth, abundance, and security, yet his heart was closed, harsh, and contemptuous toward David's men(cf. 1 Sam 25:2–38). His refusal created a situation in which violence was ready to multiply . Abigail entered the crisis with humility, wisdom, courage, and peace. She stood between an insult and a coming act of bloodshed. Her hidden intervention prevented destruction. This is a magnificent mystical image for our age: one soul united to God can stand between two movements of darkness and prevent evil from becoming history. The world may never know how many tragedies were prevented by a mother's prayer, a priest's silence, a wife's forgiveness, a friend's intervention, or a religious soul remaining before the Eucharist. The Catechism (cf. CCC 2302–2305) teaches that peace is not merely the absence of conflict but the fruit of justice and charity . The practical question is therefore not simply, “Am I violent?” It is more frightening: “When tension enters a room, what becomes stronger because I am present—peace or darkness?” A manager humiliates an employee publicly. Everyone watches. One colleague later spends an hour listening to the wounded employee instead of joining the gossip. A family argument begins, and one person refuses to repeat the cruel words inherited from previous generations. A priest discovers conflict among parish leaders and refuses to manipulate one side against the other. These are not small actions. Mystically, they are places where the Kingdom of God enters history. St Catherine of Siena understood that reform begins with a soul becoming inflamed by God rather than merely becoming angry about the world's failures. Holiness interrupts its journey. The soul becomes a sacred threshold where darkness is prevented from passing into another person. Perhaps this is one of the deepest forms of reparation: not merely mourning the wounds inflicted upon the Heart of Christ, but refusing to allow another wound to leave our own heart and enter the world.

A deeper mystical insight appears when we realise that every human offence is first an offence against love itself. God created the human person to become a place where divine love can pass into creation. Sin reverses this movement. Instead of receiving love and transmitting it, the soul receives grace and stops it within itself. The person becomes spiritually blocked. What should have become tenderness becomes self-protection. What should have become authority becomes domination. What should have become intelligence becomes manipulation. What should have become strength becomes intimidation. The extraordinary story of Samson reveals this tragic distortion. Samson received extraordinary strength,(cf. Judg 13:24–25; 14:1–20; 16:4–31) but his life shows how divine gifts can coexist with interior disorder when the heart remains insufficiently surrendered . His strength could defeat enemies, yet it could not automatically conquer his own passions. This is a severe lesson for every vocation. A person can possess gifts without possessing himself. A priest may have a powerful preaching gift but remain unable to accept criticism. A business leader may possess remarkable intelligence but use employees as instruments. A husband may provide materially while emotionally dominating his family. A religious superior may possess administrative skill while creating fear in the community. A talented young Catholic may defend the faith brilliantly online while becoming cruel toward those who disagree. The mystical tragedy is that the gifts of God can become swords when they are no longer governed by love. The witness of the saints asks us to examine the purpose of every gift. Why has God given me influence? Why has He given me education? Why has He given me authority? If authority makes others afraid to speak truth, something sacred has become distorted. If knowledge makes us incapable of listening, intelligence has become an enclosure. If religious responsibility makes us unavailable to suffering people, ministry has become disconnected from its Source. The Catechism warns against anger and deliberate hatred because violence is not simply a physical problem; it is a corruption of charity itself (cf. CCC 2302–2303). The mystical remedy is profound: place every gift back into the Heart of Jesus. Let your strength become protection. Let your words become shelter. Let your authority become service. Let your intelligence become light. Let your influence become a bridge. The Heart of Christ suffers whenever His gifts are turned against His children—but His grace can transform even dangerous strength into sacrificial love.

One of the most mysterious forms of violence is the violence of memory. Some people are not fighting the person standing before them; they are fighting someone from twenty years ago. A husband reacts to his wife through wounds created by his childhood. A superior distrusts a community member because of a betrayal experienced in another community. A young man becomes aggressive because humiliation has become part of his identity. The past silently enters the present and demands new victims. Here the uncommon biblical story of Jephthah becomes deeply significant(cf. Judg 11:1–11). He was rejected by his family and driven away by his brothers . Later, when his strength was needed, the same society that had rejected him sought his help. His story carries the mystery of a wounded person whose history becomes entangled with tragic decisions (cf. Judg 11:29–40). It teaches us that unhealed rejection can follow a person into moments of great responsibility. A wounded soul may receive power before receiving healing. This is spiritually dangerous. A person who was once ignored may later become unable to tolerate being contradicted. Someone raised under humiliation may later humiliate others. Someone betrayed may later become incapable of trust. Someone who suffered abandonment may begin abandoning others before they can be abandoned again. Here lies an astonishing mystical law: the wound that is offered to God can become an altar; the wound that is protected from God can become a weapon. Imagine a woman whose family betrayed her financially. Years later, she refuses to help any relative, not because prudence requires boundaries, but because her entire heart has become organised around revenge. Or consider a priest who was treated unjustly early in ministry. Twenty years later, he unconsciously repeats the same harshness toward younger priests. The victim becomes the continuation of the violence. This is why Christ must enter memory. The Catechism describes forgiveness as rooted in the transformation of the heart and recognises that forgiveness can reach even situations where human reconciliation appears impossible (cf. CCC 2840–2845). The mystical work is not pretending that evil never happened. It is refusing to allow evil permanent ownership of the future. Bring the memory before Jesus repeatedly. Do not merely ask Him to remove pain. Ask Him: “Do not allow what happened to me to determine what passes through me.” Then the soul becomes a place where the inheritance of darkness finally ends.

There is another sword that pierces the Heart of Christ: the violence of spiritual abandonment. This happens when a person sees another soul collapsing and decides that the suffering is too complicated, inconvenient, embarrassing, or demanding. The world often imagines violence only as something actively done. But Scripture reveals that refusing to protect can also have terrible consequences. Consider the Levite's concubine in the Book of Judges,(cf. Judg 19:1–30) a disturbing and painful biblical narrative in which human beings fail catastrophically in hospitality, protection, and moral responsibility, and the resulting violence exposes the profound disorder of Israel . The story is difficult precisely because Scripture does not hide the consequences of a society in which human dignity is no longer protected. It confronts us with a severe question: What happens when everyone assumes someone else will act? Today, a child is being bullied, but teachers believe another teacher will intervene. An elderly parent is neglected because each sibling assumes another sibling is responsible. A woman is suffering abuse, but neighbours remain silent because they do not want involvement. A young seminarian shows signs of spiritual collapse, but everyone assumes his formator has noticed. A religious sister is repeatedly isolated in community, but others remain neutral to preserve “peace.” Yet neutrality can sometimes protect the person causing harm rather than the person being harmed. The Catechism insists upon respect for human dignity and teaches that peace requires the safeguarding of persons and the practice of fraternity (cf. CCC 2304–2306). St Peter Claver entered a world where countless enslaved persons were treated as objects rather than persons. He responded by approaching those whom society had effectively abandoned. St Katharine Drexel used her resources and vocation to challenge patterns of exclusion and neglect. Their holiness was not sentimental compassion. They moved toward suffering that others had learned to avoid. This is the apostolic challenge of the Appeal. When a soul encounters suffering, Christ asks: “Will you become another person who passes responsibility away?” A nurse can see beyond the next task and recognize a person entrusted to her care; a lawyer can pursue justice without losing compassion; an officer can protect without contempt; a religious superior can correct without crushing; and a student can defend a humiliated classmate (cf. Mt 25:40; Mic 6:8; Col 3:12–13).The mystical heart of peace is therefore holy responsibility. Love says, “This suffering may not be entirely mine, but because God allowed me to see it, I cannot pretend it does not exist.” Sometimes the painful sword is removed not by a great miracle but by one person finally saying, “I will not leave this soul alone.”

The highest mystical dimension of this reflection is found in the mystery of God's apparent vulnerability before human freedom. Love does not force itself. This is why the Heart of Jesus can be wounded. Not because God is powerless, but because divine Love freely leaves room for the beloved’s response (cf. Deut 30:19; Rev 3:20). This mystery is almost unbearable: the Almighty chooses to love without coercing (cf. Hos 11:8–9; Jn 15:13). The Almighty allows the human heart to reject His grace. The Creator permits His creatures to wound one another. The Redeemer enters the consequences of human violence without becoming violent Himself. The prophet Hosea offers a remarkable biblical window into this mystery. His personal experience of wounded love became mysteriously connected with God's revelation of divine fidelity toward an unfaithful people (cf. Hos 1:2–3; 2:14–23; 3:1–5). Love remains capable of sorrow precisely because love refuses indifference. Only what we love can truly wound us. Therefore, Christ's sorrow reveals not distance but unimaginable closeness. He is wounded because every soul matters. He sees the unborn child, the frightened refugee, the neglected elderly person, the prisoner, the violent offender, the victim, the lonely priest, the exhausted mother, the forgotten religious, and the young person losing faith—not as anonymous statistics but as persons created for eternal communion. The mystical invitation is breathtaking: Christ does not ask us to carry the world's pain by ourselves. He asks us to allow His Heart to teach our hearts how to carry a small part of it without becoming destroyed. The Catechism teaches that peace is ultimately the fruit of Christ's reconciliation and that hostility is overcome through His saving work (cf. CCC 2304–2305). Therefore, the final mystical question is not, “How can I escape the darkness of the world?” It is, “Can Christ find in me one place where darkness does not reproduce itself?” When insult reaches you, will it stop there? When betrayal reaches you, will it stop there? When anger enters your heart, will you bring it to prayer before it becomes someone else's wound? When you witness suffering, will you become indifferent—or an intercessor? This is the hidden vocation of every Christian: to become a place where evil reaches its boundary and cannot travel further. In such a soul, the sorrow of Christ becomes prayer; the wounds of humanity become compassion; and the world's violence encounters something it cannot understand—the invincible gentleness of a heart possessed by God.

Prayer 

O Adorable Jesus, receive every wound within me before it becomes another person's wound. Purify my memories, anger, fears, and hidden resentment. Make my heart a boundary where violence ends. Teach me holy responsibility, courageous compassion, and faithful intercession. May Your wounded Heart transform my suffering into peace, mercy, and love. Amen.

Sr. Anna Ali of the Most Holy Eucharist, intercede for us.

Divine Appeal 173

ON THE EUCHARIST:A DIVINE APPEAL

(Revelation to Sr Anna Ali of the Most Holy Eucharist)

VOLUME 1


“I am sad.”

“My daughter, you do not realise how much prayers are needed. Listen to what I tell you. These times demand accelerated action. Mankind has not become aware of the scourge that threatens it. I pour My tears of blood. My pain is immense. Pray a great deal. We are in times of violence. Great offences will befall... I am sad and My heart is pierced by very painful swords.

...hurls itself against My Church. Satan wants victory through... In the Sacrament of My Love I am very much blasphemed and neglected. I call you to understand Me at this moment. Keep Me in silence and keep Me company. I call you to follow Me along this painful way. The devil torments you. Be calm and strong. I want you to pray a great deal for priests and consecrated souls. The evil one has imprisoned many... Pray in these secret hours.”

“I bless you.”

30th June 1988

Copyright © 2015 The Late Bishop Cornelius K. Arap Korir | Catholic Diocese of Eldoret, Kenya. All rights reserved. Reproduced by adivineappeal.com from "On the Eucharist: A Divine Appeal" (Vol. 1).

Obfuscation of the Church

 Divine Appeal Reflection - 172

Today, consider in Divine Appeal 172: "My Church will be obfuscated. The souls consecrated to Me hurl torrents of blasphemies and lies against the Church. Many of them have rejected Me and they only believe in malicious work."

There is a sorrowful mystery here: the Church does not cease to be Christ’s Church, but her witness can become obscured. Christ remains the Light,(cf. Jn 8:12; 2 Cor 4:6–7) yet the weakness and sin of her members can make His radiance difficult for others to recognize . The Church continues to preach, baptize, celebrate the Eucharist, sanctify, evangelize, and send missionaries, yet human frailty can place a veil over her witness. Revelation(cf. Rev 1:12–20) portrays the Churches through lampstands whose light belongs to Christ . The lamp remains His,(cf. Mt 5:14–16; Phil 2:15) but our lives can either reveal its radiance or obscure it . This is why the sorrow of ecclesial scandal is deeper than reputational damage. When someone encounters a Christian and cannot recognize Christ because of that Christian’s pride, cruelty, dishonesty or hypocrisy, something sacred has been obscured. Yet the mystery is not one of Christ's defeat. The Church remains founded upon Him, and the gates of hell cannot finally prevail against her (cf. Mt 16:18). The Catechism(cf. CCC 827) acknowledges simultaneously the Church’s holiness and the continual need for purification because sinners belong to her and sin wounds her members . Thus, the phrase becomes an examination of conscience: Lord, am I becoming a window through which You are seen, or a veil through which You are hidden?

The most frightening obfuscation may occur when religious things remain visible but Christ becomes interiorly hidden. A person may preserve the language of faith while losing the spirit of faith. A consecrated person may continue wearing the habit while the interior gaze has turned toward self. A priest may preach about sacrifice while secretly avoiding the sacrifice demanded by charity. A seminarian may study sacred theology while becoming fascinated by his own intelligence. A religious community may maintain beautiful customs while quietly losing the humility and charity that gave those customs their soul. The Gospel presents Diotrephes as a disturbing example: he belongs to the Christian community,(cf. 3 Jn 9–10) yet his desire for prominence damages communion . Here lies a profound mystical warning. The greatest danger is not always removing Christ’s name; sometimes it is leaving Christ’s name on our lips while replacing His spirit with our own. The Church becomes obscured whenever the ego stands between Christ and the soul seeking Him. A Catholic may defend doctrine but speak without love. Another may fight against error but become incapable of mercy. Someone may expose another person’s fault publicly while concealing his own interior corruption. Even legitimate concern for the Church can become contaminated by vanity, resentment or the desire to win. The saints understood that truth without charity can become spiritually distorted in its presentation. St. Mary MacKillop’s patient fidelity amid misunderstanding, St. John Henry Newman’s intellectual honesty, and St. Joseph Benedict Cottolengo’s practical charity reveal different forms of ecclesial transparency: Christ becomes visible when truth, humility and love remain united. The Church is most clearly seen through souls who no longer need themselves to be seen.

There is a deeper obscurity born not from weakness but from falsehood. Lies, rumours, malicious accusations, and deliberate distortions do more than injure reputations;(cf. Jn 8:44; Eph 4:25) they cloud the inner sight of souls, making the light of Christ harder to recognise within His people . Ananias and Sapphira(cf. Acts 5:1–11) reveal this terrible mystery: religious appearance cannot make deception pleasing to God . Alexander the coppersmith(cf. 2 Tim 4:14–15) likewise reminds us that opposition can wound the apostolic witness . Today, the same veil may descend through whispered accusations, manipulated stories, sensational messages, reckless social-media posts, or condemnation without truth. Even pious language cannot make falsehood holy . Yet truth must not be silenced in the name of peace: genuine injustice requires courage, discernment, correction, and justice. The Church must continually allow Christ, who is Truth,(cf. Jn 14:6; Eph 5:8–11) to purify her witness from every shadow of sin . The mystical question is therefore not, “Do I criticize?” but, “What spirit governs my criticism?” Does it seek healing or humiliation? Conversion or destruction? Truth or revenge? St. Edith Stein’s pursuit of truth, joined to contemplative surrender, offers a profound witness: truth must ultimately lead the soul toward God rather than toward self-exaltation. St. Thomas Aquinas likewise understood truth as something ordered toward reality rather than personal victory. For the ordinary Catholic, this becomes intensely practical: before forwarding a religious accusation, before repeating a priest’s failure, before judging a religious community, before joining an online controversy, the Eucharistic soul should pause and ask: Would Christ Himself want me to carry this information into another soul? Sometimes silence is cowardice; sometimes silence is charity protecting the wounded Body of Christ.

Yet there is a still deeper mystery: the Church becomes obscured when her members lose sight of Christ Himself. The disciples on the road to Emmaus(cf. Lk 24:13–35) walked beside Jesus without recognizing Him . Their eyes were prevented from seeing what was actually before them. This Gospel scene offers an extraordinary spiritual image for an age of ecclesial confusion. Christ can be present while hearts are preoccupied with disappointment, fear, arguments, personalities and wounds. The disciples knew the events surrounding Jesus, but they did not yet perceive His living presence. Something similar can happen within the Church. We can become so absorbed in scandals that we forget the Eucharist. So absorbed in arguments that we forget charity. So absorbed in defending our preferred position that we cease listening to God. So occupied with what is wrong in others that we no longer notice what is dying within ourselves. The Church becomes obscured in our perception whenever Christ Himself is no longer the center of our vision. This is why Eucharistic adoration possesses enormous reparative power. Before the tabernacle or the exposed Blessed Sacrament, the soul is slowly delivered from the tyranny of personalities. Jesus does not ask us first to understand every ecclesial crisis. He asks us to remain with Him. A priest can kneel before the Eucharist after a humiliating day; a mother can adore while carrying hidden family burdens; a student can surrender confusion; a religious can place community wounds before Him; an elderly person can offer years of prayer for priests; a missionary can return to the source after exhaustion. St. Mary of the Cross MacKillop endured ecclesial misunderstanding without allowing bitterness to become the final interpreter of her vocation. St. Charles de Foucauld discovered that hidden Eucharistic love could become an entire apostolate. When the Church is obscured, Eucharistic souls are called to become lamps that have first been purified in the presence of the Light.

The deepest mystery is not merely that the Church can become obscured, but that souls are called to become transparent to Christ within that obscurity. Where the world sees division, let us become communion; where it sees hypocrisy, truth; where cruelty, mercy; where despair, hope . When Christians wound one another,(cf. 1 Tim 2:1; Eph 4:1–3) let us kneel before the Blessed Sacrament and intercede for both sides . The Church needs not only voices that expose her wounds, but souls willing to suffer in love for her purification . St. Titus Brandsma, St. Joseph Vaz, and St. Elizabeth of the Trinity reveal this hidden path:(cf. Jn 12:24–26; 2 Cor 4:6–7) Christ often makes His Church visible again not through worldly triumph, but through souls quietly transformed by holiness . A faithful husband forgiving when he could retaliate is making Christ visible. A wife refusing to answer contempt with contempt is making Christ visible. A priest remaining faithful to prayer when discouraged is making Christ visible. A religious choosing humility when misunderstood is making Christ visible. A student refusing dishonesty when everyone else cheats is making Christ visible. A professional refusing corruption is making Christ visible. An elderly person praying quietly for the Church when no one knows is making Christ visible. A sinner who sincerely repents may make Christ visible more powerfully than someone who merely appears religious. This is the paradox: the Church becomes less obscured whenever one soul allows Christ to live more visibly through it. Therefore the Appeal should drive us away from merely lamenting ecclesial darkness and toward reparation. The question finally becomes terrifyingly personal: When souls encounter the Church through me, do they see more of Christ—or less? (cf. Jn 13:34–35; CCC 826, 827, 1427–1433). The Church has one Light. Her task is not to manufacture another, but to remove whatever in us prevents that Light from shining.

Prayer

Our Adorable Jesus, hidden yet living within Your Church, remove every veil that obscures Your face. Purify us from pride, falsehood, bitterness, and division. Make priests holy, religious faithful, families charitable, youth courageous, and the suffering persevering . Through Eucharistic Love, make our lives transparent lamps revealing Your mercy . Amen.

Sr. Anna Ali of the Most Holy Eucharist, intercede for us.

Divine Appeal 172

ON THE EUCHARIST:A DIVINE APPEAL

(Revelation to Sr Anna Ali of the Most Holy Eucharist)

VOLUME 1


“My Church will be obfuscated.”

“My daughter, pray a great deal and cloister souls in your heart. My daughter, My Church will be obfuscated. The souls consecrated to Me hurl torrents of blasphemies and lies against the Church. Many of them have rejected Me and they only believe in malicious work.

What a pain to Me! Mankind with its diabolical behaviour brings down upon itself punishments, scourges, cosmic cataclysms. From My Divine Mercy I bring My warning.

I pour My tears of blood over this mankind... The devil directs souls to perdition while in the Sacrament of My Love he leads them to step on Me. They use violence. Together they carry other souls to perdition. What more could I have suffered for them. I suffered all the pain. Souls must be converted. This plague of sins and the anger of My Eternal Father must be appeased with prayers and penances. My own... will perish by Divine Justice if they do not change their lives. Like a beggar I ask for prayers. How much evil is being provoked in My Presence! Pray without tiring. I guide you.”

29th June 1988

Copyright © 2015 The Late Bishop Cornelius K. Arap Korir | Catholic Diocese of Eldoret, Kenya. All rights reserved. Reproduced by adivineappeal.com from "On the Eucharist: A Divine Appeal" (Vol. 1).

Happiness That Dies No More

Divine Appeal Reflection - 171

Today, consider in Divine Appeal 171: "I want you to know that happiness  is not only an object of care, for since I am risen to a life of glory, I die no more."

The deepest mistake concerning happiness is to imagine that it is something the soul can successfully protect. We guard our health, relationships, reputation, income, plans, and possessions because we fear that if these disappear, happiness will disappear with them. Yet the risen life of Christ introduces a mysterious truth: what is truly alive in God cannot be preserved by anxiety, because its source is beyond the reach of human control. Christian happiness is therefore not the successful defence of a pleasant life. It is participation in a Life that has already passed through death and remains unconquered. The Catechism teaches that the desire for happiness is placed by God in the human heart and finds its ultimate fulfilment in God Himself (cf. CCC 1718–1719, 1720–1724). Consider the widow of Nain,(cf. Lk 7:11–17) whose entire future seemed to be carried away before her eyes as her only son was taken toward burial . Her happiness was not merely diminished; from a human perspective, her world was closing. Yet Christ approached her precisely where life appeared to be moving irreversibly toward loss. This image is profoundly mystical. Jesus does not always meet us at the beginning of a funeral procession; He often approaches while we are carrying what we have already declared finished. A man may watch the profession he spent twenty years building slowly collapse, convinced that a chapter of his life has reached its end . A woman realizes that a friendship she deeply trusted cannot be restored. Yet when earthly securities fail, Christ can reveal a deeper belonging that circumstances cannot destroy . A priest discovers that his strength is no longer sufficient for the work he once performed effortlessly. A religious watches her community become smaller and fears that everything she served is disappearing. The soul naturally says, “My happiness is dying.” But the risen mystery asks another question: What if Christ is allowing you to discover that your happiness was never identical with the thing you are losing? This does not make loss painless. Christianity does not ask the widow to pretend that death is beautiful. It reveals that Christ can enter even the procession of what we cannot stop. St Julian of Norwich, writing from profound contemplation of Christ's love, perceived that divine providence remains deeper than the confusion through which human beings pass. St Marguerite Bourgeoys lived a life of missionary uncertainty and continual dependence upon providence, yet her joy did not depend upon guaranteed results. Their witness teaches that spiritual happiness is not possessing a life without funerals. It is discovering that no funeral procession travels beyond the reach of Christ. Sometimes what dies is not the vocation, marriage, ministry, or future itself. Sometimes what must die is the false idea that we can possess happiness without surrender. The soul begins to become free when it no longer asks, “How can I make sure nothing changes?” but whispers, “Risen Jesus, when everything changes, show me what in You remains.”

A more hidden mystery appears in the encounter of the Risen Jesus with Thomas. Thomas represents the soul that cannot easily celebrate because it has been wounded by disappointment (cf. Jn 20:24–29). He had once hoped, followed, and believed, but the Cross had shattered the form in which he expected salvation to appear. His difficulty was not simply intellectual. It was existential. He had seen what happened when hope was crucified. Many souls today live in this hidden condition. They still attend Mass, perform duties, and perhaps even pray, but inwardly they have said, “I will never allow myself to hope too much again.” They protect themselves from disappointment by lowering their expectations of God. The mystical tragedy is that the soul may confuse emotional self-protection with wisdom. Yet the Risen Jesus does not return to Thomas with contempt. He returns with His wounds. This is astonishing. The scars of love's agony are not removed by resurrection. The wounds are carried by glory, but they no longer have the ability to cause death. Here lies an immense secret concerning happiness. The Christian is not promised that every wound will disappear from memory. Rather, grace can transform the meaning of wounds. The betrayal remains part of the story, but it does not become the author's final sentence. The failure remains real, yet it need not become our identity. Sickness may weaken the body while opening the soul more deeply to God . A woman who has been deceived may struggle to trust again, but Christ can gently heal her wounded heart, teaching her to forgive without abandoning wisdom and to love without fear . Her suffering may tempt her to construct a life where nobody can wound her again. Yet such a life can become a prison. Or consider a priest criticised unjustly who gradually stops loving his people because affection now feels dangerous. Christ invites both to touch—not endlessly analyse—the mystery of their wounds in His Presence. The Catechism presents the Resurrection as the crowning truth of faith and inseparable from the Paschal Mystery (cf. CCC 638–655). The deepest happiness is therefore not, “Nothing has wounded me.” It is: “What wounded me has not succeeded in separating me from the Life of Christ.”

There is an even more unusual New Testament revelation in the healing of the man born blind. His encounter with Jesus does not immediately produce a comfortable life. Paradoxically, after receiving sight, he enters interrogation, misunderstanding, conflict, and exclusion (cf. Jn 9:1–41). This is a striking mystery: sometimes receiving light initially makes life more difficult. Before encountering Christ deeply, a person may live comfortably within illusions. Conversion can disturb relationships. Truth can expose compromises. A decision to live chastely can end a relationship. Refusing to engage in corruption may put one's job at risk. A priest who devotes more time to prayer may find that some goals become less appealing. A businessperson may momentarily lose out on cash prospects if they choose to act honestly.  Thus, the soul can mistakenly conclude, “I was happier before.” But was it happiness—or simply unconsciousness? The man born blind gradually moves from receiving physical sight to recognising the deeper identity of Christ. His greatest gift is therefore not merely the restoration of his eyes. His deepest sight is spiritual. This is the mystical danger of ordinary happiness: we can become attached to circumstances that keep us comfortable precisely because they prevent us from seeing God clearly.  St. Martin de Porres embraced humble service without allowing humiliation to define him. His live reveal that freedom grows when the soul stops asking whether life is pleasant and begins asking whether it is becoming more truthful, loving, and available to God . The Beatitudes reveal this paradoxical path: true blessedness is found not in comfort or applause, but in belonging to God amid the trials of earthly life . Consider a young professional who receives a promotion but slowly discovers that success has made him dishonest and spiritually empty. Losing that position may feel like disaster, yet it may become the beginning of sight. Consider a consecrated soul transferred from a prestigious ministry into obscurity. At first, happiness seems to disappear. But perhaps Christ is removing the mirrors in which the soul has been admiring itself. There are losses that are secretly the recovery of sight. The risen life of Christ teaches us that happiness is not always found by preserving what feels good. Sometimes Christ lovingly removes what has become too small for eternity.

The Resurrection reaches another extraordinary depth in the story of Peter and John at the empty tomb. They both run,(cf. Jn 20:1–10) but they do not arrive in the same way, see in the same way, or understand at the same speed . This reveals something profoundly consoling: the risen life does not unfold identically in every soul. Modern unhappiness often comes from comparison. We see another person's marriage, ministry, income, children, health, beauty, spiritual gifts, or success and conclude that our own life has arrived too late. But the Resurrection does not produce identical witnesses. Peter becomes Peter. John remains John. Mary Magdalene receives a different encounter. Thomas receives another. The Christian mystery is not uniformity but communion. Your happiness may be hidden inside the particular way Christ is meeting you. Consider a woman who watches her friends marry while she remains single. She may begin believing that happiness has forgotten her. Yet God may be forming an apostolic fruitfulness she cannot yet see. A married couple without children may discover a spiritual parenthood that transforms many lives. An elderly priest whose active ministry has ended may become a hidden father through intercession. A person with chronic limitations may develop a compassion that a physically strong person never needed to learn. St Lidwina of Schiedam, through prolonged suffering, entered a profound spiritual life that could not have been measured by worldly productivity.  St Hermann of Reichenau, living with severe physical limitations, became a remarkable witness of intellectual and spiritual fruitfulness. Their lives challenge the world's narrow definition of a happy life. God does not create souls on an assembly line. Therefore, comparison is often a refusal to receive one's own mystery. The Catechism describes heaven as the fulfilment of the deepest human longings and as communion with God in Christ (cf. CCC 1023–1029). This eternal fulfilment begins mysteriously now whenever the soul stops demanding another person's path. Consider two religious sisters: one is well-known for her talks, while the other silently looks after an old sister for years.  Which possesses greater happiness? Heaven’s measure is not applause but love; the hidden fidelity of the second may shine more brightly before God (cf. Mt 6:4–6; 1 Cor 13:3). Imagine two brothers: one becomes wealthy; the other lives quietly but faithfully serves his family. The world measures visible outcomes. The Risen Christ measures communion. Your life becomes unhappy when you demand that God explain why another person received a different road. Your life becomes luminous when you ask, “Jesus, what form of Your risen life are You trying to reveal through mine?” Perhaps your greatest joy is hidden precisely inside the life you have been trying to exchange for someone else's.

The highest mystical meaning of this Appeal is found in the Ascension and the hidden presence of Christ. After rising, Jesus does not remain physically visible in the same manner forever. The disciples must learn a more mysterious communion: they are not abandoned, yet they can no longer possess Him according to their previous experience (cf. Acts 1:6–11). This is the spiritual journey of every Christian. At certain moments, God gives sensible consolation, clarity, success, companionship, and spiritual sweetness. Then a different season comes. Prayer becomes dry. The future becomes unclear. People leave. The body weakens. The old consolations disappear. The soul may believe that happiness has departed because it can no longer feel God as before. Yet the Ascension teaches a terrifyingly beautiful lesson: Christ can be more truly present even when He is less visibly possessed. This is where mystical maturity begins. St Angela of Foligno passed through profound spiritual transformations in which suffering and purification led her toward deeper dependence on God. St Claude de la Colombière discovered fidelity through trials and interior surrender.  Their lives reveal that the Christian must eventually learn to love God beyond spiritual enjoyment. This does not destroy happiness. It purifies happiness from possession. The soul no longer says, “I am happy because God makes me feel good.” It begins to say, “I am happy because God is God, even when I am walking through darkness.” This is a happiness the world cannot understand. The Catechism teaches that ultimate beatitude surpasses human powers and is a supernatural participation in divine life (cf. CCC 1720–1724). The Risen Christ lives in glory, where death has no final claim. Therefore, we receive earthly joys with gratitude, yet hold them lightly—not despising them, but knowing they are signs pointing beyond themselves to the everlasting joy found in God (cf. Jn 16:22; 1 Cor 7:29–31). Enjoy the child who laughs. Thank God for a successful day. Receive friendship with tenderness. Rest when you can. Celebrate beauty. But do not build your eternity upon anything that can disappear overnight. Love created things without asking them to become God. When they remain, give thanks. When they leave, weep honestly. But remain within Christ. The Christian possesses a secret that transforms every vocation: true happiness cannot be taken away because its source is the Risen Christ . Whether a mother fears for her children, a priest feels forgotten, a young person faces an uncertain future, or an elderly person approaches death, Christ reveals the same mystery: our joy rests not in preventing life from passing away, but in belonging to the One whose Life conquers death forever .

Prayer

O Adorable Risen Jesus, teach us the secret happiness that cannot be buried with passing things. Heal our fears of loss, comparison, failure, and hiddenness. Let Your glorious Life enter our wounds and uncertainties. When we cannot feel joy, keep us united to You, until eternity reveals the happiness You were quietly forming within us. Amen.


Sr. Anna Ali of the Most Holy Eucharist, intercede for us.