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Adoring Jesus’ Thirst for Souls
Divine Appeal 94
ON THE EUCHARIST:A DIVINE APPEAL
VOLUME 1
Consoling Jesus During Dark Hours
Divine Appeal Reflection - 93
Today, consider in Divine Appeal 93: " ... spend these dark hours with Me. These are My most difficult hours... Keep Me company in these hours when My Heart bleeds for all the abuses and blasphemies which I receive from My own... consecrated ones."
To understand the “dark hours” in their deepest reality, one must see them not simply as moments of weakness, but as times when life itself feels heavier, slower, and more confusing—when faith is no longer easy, and love no longer feels spontaneous. These are the hours when prayer feels dry (cf. Ps 42:11), when the mind is restless (cf. Eccl 1:8), and when even good intentions seem to lose their strength . Yet, beneath this very human experience, something far greater is unfolding: the soul is being invited into a real participation in the struggle between grace and resistance, light and darkness . The Church teaches that this struggle is not imaginary, but involves a real adversary who works quietly, often not through dramatic temptations, but through subtle discouragement, distraction, and delay . In daily life, this rarely looks dramatic. It is the slow fading of attention in prayer (cf. Lk 18:1), the quiet justification of small compromises (cf. Jas 1:14–15), the habit of postponing what we know is right (cf. Sir 5:7). It is choosing comfort over fidelity, noise over silence, self over God—often without even noticing (cf. Heb 2:1). A person does not suddenly leave love; they drift from it . And this is where the “dark hours” become most real: not in visible suffering, but in the quiet possibility of forgetting God. Every small return—every whispered prayer, every act of resistance, every decision to remain—becomes deeply meaningful (cf. Gal 6:9). When Jesus says, “These are My most difficult hours,” He reveals something profoundly human and divine at once: the greatest pain is not suffering, but love not received (cf. Jn 1:11). And so, even in darkness, the soul is never alone—it is being gently called back, again and again, into the light (cf. Jn 8:12).
However, within this universal struggle, priests and consecrated souls stand upon a uniquely contested ground—not because they are weaker, but because their vocation places them at the very heart of Christ’s redemptive presence in the world (cf. Heb 5:1; cf. CCC 1548). A priest stands at the altar, mediating sacramentally the presence of Christ (cf. Lk 22:19), while a consecrated soul becomes a living sign of the Kingdom already breaking into time . Precisely here, the opposition intensifies, not always in dramatic ways, but with quiet persistence. This is already foreshadowed when Satan seeks to “sift” the apostles at the hour of Christ’s Passion (cf. Lk 22:31–32), revealing a strategy that is both personal and ecclesial: strike the shepherd, and the sheep are scattered (cf. Zec 13:7; cf. Mt 26:31).In lived experience, this rarely begins with visible failure, but with something much more subtle and human: prayer becomes routine (cf. Mk 1:35), reverence slowly fades (cf. Mal 1:6–7), silence is replaced by constant activity (cf. Lk 10:41–42), and interior solitude gives way to a quiet sense of isolation . There can be discouragement that feels justified, fatigue that seems permanent, or even a hidden pride that masks itself as responsibility . These are not dramatic falls, but interior shifts where love begins to cool almost unnoticed (cf. Mt 24:12). The adversary’s aim is not immediately external collapse, but the weakening of interior union with Christ (cf. Jn 15:5), for once that living connection fades, even sacred actions can become mechanical, performed without the fire that once gave them life (cf. Rev 3:1–2).It is here that the words of Jesus—“keep Me company”—become deeply personal and almost disarming. He is not asking first for effectiveness, success, or visible fruit, but for presence—for a heart that remains with Him (cf. Mt 26:40). In the very place where love is most expected, He asks simply not to be left alone.
For all souls, one of the most insidious aspects of the enemy’s work during these hours is the gradual distortion of perception, where the interior vision of the heart becomes clouded and disordered. What is objectively good begins to feel burdensome (cf. Mal 1:13), while what compromises truth starts to appear reasonable, even necessary (cf. Is 5:20). This echoes the primordial deception in Eden, where trust in God was not violently rejected but quietly replaced by suspicion (cf. Gen 3:1–5), and the creature began to reinterpret reality apart from divine truth . In daily life, this distortion is rarely dramatic: prayer begins to feel pointless (cf. Job 21:15), fidelity seems excessive or unrealistic (cf. Mt 7:13–14), and sin appears minimal, explainable, or even justified . The soul no longer resists openly, but negotiates—measuring grace instead of surrendering to it . For priests and consecrated souls, this distortion penetrates even deeper into the interior life. Sacred duties, once lived as encounters with the living God, risk becoming routine functions (cf. Mal 1:10); vows, once embraced as liberating gifts, can be perceived as limitations (cf. Gal 5:1); pastoral burdens, instead of deepening charity, may slowly generate fatigue or quiet cynicism . The adversary does not require immediate failure; his aim is gradual redefinition—where the extraordinary becomes ordinary (cf. Mk 6:52), the sacred becomes functional (cf. 2 Tim 3:5), and the sense of divine mystery fades into familiarity . In this light, the “bleeding Heart” of Jesus reveals a deeper sorrow: not only wounded by open rejection (cf. Jn 19:34), but by the quiet loss of wonder, when love is no longer recognized as love (cf. Jn 1:10–11). Here, Christ suffers in silence—where devotion becomes habit, and relationship becomes form without fire.
Yet it is essential to avoid a distorted emphasis that sees only the action of the devil while neglecting the decisive role of human freedom and the primacy of grace. The Church never attributes sin solely to demonic influence; each person remains responsible for their response, endowed with freedom ordered toward the good . The “dark hours” are therefore not inevitable defeats but intensified invitations, moments where the drama of freedom is heightened and love is tested in truth . God permits such trials not to abandon the soul, but to purify intention, reveal authenticity, and draw the heart into deeper dependence on Him (cf. Wis 3:5–6; cf. Hos 2:14–15). What the enemy seeks to exploit—silence, dryness, interior struggle—becomes, in the light of grace, (cf. 2 Cor 12:9; cf. Rom 5:3–5)the very ground where God acts most profoundly when the soul consents . The saints recognized this paradox with clarity. St. Ignatius of Loyola discerned that spiritual desolation, when met not with retreat but with fidelity, becomes a hidden place of growth,(cf. Gal 6:9) where the soul is strengthened in perseverance . What feels like absence is often purification; what feels like distance is often deeper drawing (cf. Is 50:10). For priests and consecrated souls, this requires a continual return to the source: the Eucharist not as routine, but as living Presence (cf. Jn 6:56), prayer not as obligation but as encounter (cf. Mt 6:6), and community not as structure alone but as communion in grace . It is precisely here that Jesus’ plea—“keep Me company”—becomes sacramentally real. He is most present where He is least felt (cf. Mt 28:20), and most loving where love feels hardest to return (cf. 1 Jn 4:10). In remaining, even without consolation, the soul enters into a deeper truth: that fidelity, not feeling, is the measure of love .
Ultimately, the “dark hours” unveil a decisive and sobering truth: the nearer a soul is drawn into the life of Christ, the more it must choose Him consciously, freely, and repeatedly in the obscurity of faith (cf. Lk 9:23; cf. Heb 11:6). This applies to every Christian, yet with particular intensity to those who stand publicly in His name . Where light is meant to shine most clearly, opposition often intensifies—not to prove its power, but to obscure divine love (cf. Mt 5:14–16; cf. Jn 3:20). Yet even here, the limits are absolute: the victory of Christ is already accomplished , and every hidden act of fidelity participates in that triumph (cf. Rom 8:37). In this light, “keeping Jesus company” during dark hours becomes deeply practical and profoundly incarnational. It unfolds not only in explicit prayer, but in the ordinary realities of life lived with intentional love. Rising at night—even briefly—to pray the Chaplet of Divine Mercy in the silence of the early hours becomes a direct response to His thirst for souls . A midnight offering—awakening, if only for a moment, to surrender one’s fatigue, fears, and intentions—transforms interruption into oblation . Praying the Rosary at 2 a.m., when the world is quiet, becomes a vigil of love, echoing Christ’s request in Gethsemane to remain awake with Him (cf. Mt 26:38–41), uniting oneself to Mary who remained steadfast beneath the Cross .
Yet this companionship extends far beyond structured devotion. Sitting beside a sick person in the night, quietly present without words, becomes a living meditation on the Passion (cf. Mt 25:36). A parent staying awake with a restless child participates, in a hidden way, in the patient love of God who never abandons His own . A caregiver enduring exhaustion, a student persevering through anxiety, or a worker carrying unseen burdens can consciously unite these moments to Christ’s suffering (cf. Col 1:24), transforming fatigue into intercession. Even sleeplessness itself—when offered rather than resisted—becomes prayer . Small, almost unnoticed acts also become powerful: turning off distractions to sit in silence (cf. Ps 46:10), making a brief interior act of love in the middle of the night (cf. Song 5:2), pausing at 3 a.m. to remember His death (cf. Lk 23:44–46), or whispering “Jesus, I am here” in moments of darkness and fear (cf. Ps 88:1). These are not extraordinary works, but faithful responses. They answer His plea not with grand gestures, but with presence. Thus, the “dark hours” are not empty or meaningless. They become inhabited spaces of communion, where love is proven without consolation (cf. Jn 14:15), where fidelity is chosen in silence (cf. Gal 6:9), and where the Heart of Jesus—so often left alone—is quietly accompanied. In these hidden offerings, the soul enters into the mystery of redeeming love, where even the smallest act, done with Him and for Him, participates in the salvation of the world .
Prayer
Our Adorable Jesus, in Your hidden sorrow, draw us into Your wounded Heart. Teach us to remain with You when love is forgotten, to console You through fidelity, silence, and reparation. Make our lives living vigils of love, that in every hour—dark or bright—we may never leave You alone. Amen.
Sr. Anna Ali of the Most Holy Eucharist, intercede for us.
Divine Appeal 93
ON THE EUCHARIST:A DIVINE APPEAL
VOLUME 1
Fixing Our Eyes on Jesus
Divine Appeal Reflection - 92
Today, consider in Divine Appeal 92: "I long and I ardently desire souls to fix their eyes on Me and never turn them away. Souls that see themselves overwhelmed with miseries attribute nothing good to themselves."
The appeal unveils, with a depth that borders on the unbearable and a tenderness that pierces the very core of being, the interior longing of Our Adorable Jesus—a longing rooted not merely in His Sacred Humanity but in the eternal will of the Trinity to communicate divine life and draw all into communion (cf. Jn 17:21–23; cf. CCC 221, 260). This desire is not symbolic but ontological and salvific, inscribed into creation itself, for Christ as the Incarnate Logos is the origin, center, and end toward whom all things are ordered (cf. Col 1:16–17; cf. Heb 1:3). To “fix one’s eyes” on Him is therefore the fulfillment of the human vocation: the intellect adhering to Truth and the will cleaving to the Supreme Good (cf. Ps 73:25–26), where knowledge becomes love and love becomes participation in divine life (cf. 2 Pet 1:4). This gaze is profoundly Eucharistic, for Christ veils His glory under humble species, inviting a faith that transcends sense and enters real Presence . Practically, this demands interior recollection: amid distraction (cf. Ps 46:10), mental fatigue (cf. Wis 9:15), and worldly preoccupation (cf. Lk 21:34), the soul returns inward to the indwelling Trinity . The saints teach that this gaze is not sustained by feeling but by fidelity (cf. 1 Thess 5:17; cf. Gal 6:9). St. Teresa of Avila speaks of a loving awareness of God’s gaze (cf. Song 2:14), while St. Elizabeth of the Trinity describes a simple, abiding attention (cf. Col 3:2). Thus, the appeal summons the soul to re-center all existence in Christ .
The second movement penetrates the mystery of misery and grace with striking theological precision, unveiling the paradox at the heart of the fallen yet redeemed human condition. To be “overwhelmed with miseries” is to encounter concretely the reality of concupiscence, moral fragility, and existential limitation that mark humanity after the fall (cf. Rom 7:18–24; cf. Ps 51:5; cf. CCC 405, 2515), where the will desires the good yet experiences division within itself (cf. Gal 5:17). Yet Christ does not call the soul to discouragement but to truth—a truth that liberates precisely because it situates the creature rightly before the Creator (cf. Jn 8:32; cf. Ps 119:68). To “attribute nothing good to oneself” is not a denial of the image of God (cf. Gen 1:27; cf. CCC 1701), but a purification of false appropriation, recognizing that all goodness in the creature is participated goodness, flowing from God as First Cause and sustained in every moment by His creative will . This corresponds to the metaphysical vision articulated by St. Thomas Aquinas, in which the creature possesses being and goodness not by essence but by reception (cf. 1 Cor 4:7). In daily life, this dismantles subtle forms of spiritual pride—self-reliance, comparison, and the desire for recognition (cf. Lk 18:11–12)—and reorients the soul toward radical receptivity . Eucharistically, this humility reaches its summit: the communicant approaches not as one worthy, but as one invited , and the altar becomes the school of truth where the soul learns that its poverty is not an obstacle but the very condition for divine indwelling .
The insistence on “never turning away” introduces the ascetical and eschatological depth of the appeal, revealing the drama of freedom situated between grace and fragility. Human freedom, though elevated and healed by grace, remains vulnerable to distraction, acedia, and disordered attachments that gradually erode fidelity . The act of turning away is seldom sudden; it unfolds through subtle neglect—prayer deferred (cf. Lk 18:1), conscience dulled , and priorities imperceptibly reordered . Philosophically, this reflects the instability of the will when it is not firmly anchored in its ultimate end, for the heart, if not fixed on God, disperses itself among lesser goods . The appeal therefore calls for a habitual orientation, a stable interior disposition that resists fragmentation and sustains unity of life . Scripture underscores perseverance as essential to salvation , while the Catechism presents prayer as covenantal fidelity requiring vigilance, humility, and sustained effort . Practically, this entails concrete structures: fixed times of prayer (cf. Ps 55:17), regular sacramental life (cf. Acts 2:42), disciplined stewardship of time , and intentional recollection amid activity . A student resisting distraction (cf. Wis 1:1), a worker navigating ethical tension (cf. Mic 6:8), and a parent persevering through fatigue (cf. Gal 6:9) are each summoned to this fidelity. St. Ignatius of Loyola proposes the daily examen as continual reorientation (cf. Ps 139:23–24), while St. John of the Cross warns against subtle infidelities that dissipate the soul’s focus . The tabernacle stands as a silent axis within the flux of life (cf. Ex 25:8), and to return—even without consolation—is to share in Christ’s own steadfast fidelity, who remains faithful despite human inconstancy (cf. 2 Tim 2:13). Such perseverance is not merely moral endurance but a real participation in divine fidelity .
The apostolic dimension emerges as a necessary consequence of this fixed gaze, revealing that union with Christ is never self-enclosed but intrinsically missionary. The soul that abides in Him becomes, by real participation, an instrument of His salvific action (cf. Jn 15:5; cf. CCC 863), not through restless activism but through a fecundity that flows from communion . The refusal to turn away—even amid personal misery, dryness, or weakness—allows Christ to extend His redemptive gaze through the soul into the world (cf. 2 Cor 4:7), transforming interior fidelity into hidden apostolic power. Scripture illuminates this mystery through figures whose gaze becomes mediation: Moses interceding for Israel with bold perseverance , Abraham pleading for Sodom in filial audacity , and the Blessed Virgin Mary standing beneath the Cross in unwavering communion, receiving and offering all in silent participation . Their fidelity of presence becomes a channel of grace for others .In contemporary life, this apostolic fruitfulness often remains hidden yet profoundly effective: a nurse tending the suffering with compassion (cf. Mt 10:42), a teacher forming minds in truth(cf. Prov 22:6) , a young person resisting cultural compromise , a laborer offering honest work in obscurity . Such acts, when united to Christ, enter the mysterious economy of redemption . St. Faustina Kowalska perceived that souls deeply united to Jesus become living channels through which Divine Mercy flows into others (cf. Jn 7:38). Eucharistically, this reaches a profound culmination: the communicant becomes a living monstrance, bearing Christ into environments where He is unrecognized or forgotten . Thus, the appeal reveals its missionary core—calling every vocation to become a locus of divine presence through unwavering fidelity of gaze .
The final synthesis of the appeal is profoundly mystical, drawing the soul into the very heart of Trinitarian life, where all divine initiative finds its origin and fulfillment. When the soul fixes its gaze on Christ and attributes nothing to itself, it enters into a movement of self-emptying that reflects the kenosis of the Son, who, though equal with God, humbles Himself in obedient love . This interior dispossession is not a negation of being but its perfection, for it renders the soul radically receptive to divine indwelling . In this way, emptiness becomes capacity, and poverty becomes fullness (cf. 2 Cor 8:9). The result is a real participation in the divine nature , wherein Christ lives, acts, and loves within the soul , transforming it from within according to the likeness of the Son . This signifies the fulfillment of human teleology: the creature reaches its end not through self-assertion but through total alignment with its source, existing now in a state of participated being fully open to its Origin . Practically, such union manifests in simplicity and transparency of life—actions carried out without self-seeking (cf. Phil 2:3–4), love given without calculation (cf. 1 Cor 13:5), and suffering embraced in quiet conformity to Christ (cf. 1 Pet 2:21). St. John of the Cross describes this as a state in which the soul becomes “God by participation” (cf. Jn 17:22–23), radiating divine life in hidden and transformative ways. Eucharistically, this mystery is both signified and effected: the soul contemplates Christ (cf. 2 Cor 3:18), receives Him (cf. Jn 6:56), and is progressively configured to Him in being and action . In a fragmented and distracted world (cf. Lk 21:34), such souls become silent witnesses to transcendence (cf. Mt 5:14), embodying a holiness that is at once contemplative and apostolic, hidden yet efficacious, accessible in every vocation—clerical, consecrated, and lay . Thus, the appeal reveals a path both demanding and grace-filled: to remain fixed on Christ is to participate already in the renewal of all creation in Him .
Prayer
Our Adorable Jesus, we cling to Your gaze in our poverty, refusing every distraction that draws us away. Empty us of self so Your grace may reign. In our duties and sufferings, keep us faithful and recollected. Form in us a quiet, constant awareness of Your presence. Amen.
Sr. Anna Ali of the Most Holy Eucharist, intercede for us