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Divine Appeal 158

ON THE EUCHARIST:A DIVINE APPEAL

(Revelation to Sr Anna Ali of the Most Holy Eucharist)

VOLUME 1

“Many times they push Me and let Me fall on the ground helpless.”

“My daughter, I thirst for souls. I am infinite Mercy. Do not leave Me alone. Look at My numbed and wounded body caused by the souls I love so much. Day and night I wait for souls to visit Me in My prison. There are many times when they push Me and let Me fall in the ground helplessly. I implore you to assuage My thirst. I agonise at what is in the souls I love.”

“I bless you.”

6th June 1988

Copyright © 2015 The Late Bishop Cornelius K. Arap Korir | Catholic Diocese of Eldoret, Kenya. All rights reserved. Reproduced by adivineappeal.com from "On the Eucharist: A Divine Appeal" (Vol. 1).

Praying More Than Usual Without Consolation

Divine Appeal Reflection - 157

Today, consider in Divine Appeal 157: "Pray more than usual. I do not always desire to console you in a sensible manner... I want you to remain quiet and prayerful."

There are moments when a soul kneels before Our Adorable Jesus and encounters a frightening silence: the Rosary ends, yet the heart remains heavy; Scripture is opened, yet the words seem distant; Mass is celebrated, yet consolation does not come;(cf. Ps 42:2–3; Mk 14:37–38) Eucharistic adoration becomes an hour of apparent emptiness . Nothing seems to change outwardly. Yet precisely here prayer can descend from seeking consolation to seeking God Himself. The soul learns to remain when it feels nothing, to trust when it cannot perceive, and to love without emotional reward . St. Teresa of Calcutta endured profound interior darkness while continuing faithfully in charity and prayer. Sometimes the deepest prayer is simply this hidden fidelity: “Jesus, I cannot feel You, but I will remain.” A mother can spend years praying for a child and still watch that child move further away. A priest can preach faithfully and wonder whether anyone is truly transformed. A religious can sacrifice comfort, family, and personal plans and still experience interior loneliness. A husband and wife can remain faithful while affection becomes difficult and wounds remain unresolved. A young person can sincerely seek God's will while receiving one disappointment after another. None of these experiences automatically means that faith has failed. Scripture itself knows the human experience of waiting in darkness: David cries out from distress while still turning toward God (cf. Ps 13:1–6); Job continues wrestling with God when explanations disappear (cf. Job 30:20–21); Jeremiah experiences anguish while remaining conscious of his prophetic calling (cf. Jer 20:7–13). Christian prayer therefore does not require us to pretend that everything is peaceful. It teaches us to bring our actual heart before God. Jesus Himself entered human anguish and allowed His prayer to pass through distress, loneliness, and surrender (cf. Mk 14:32–36). The remarkable thing is that He did not escape the darkness by abandoning the Father. He remained. That remaining can become one of the purest forms of love.

The deeper purification begins when the soul discovers a subtle attachment: loving God’s consolations more than God Himself (cf. Jn 6:26–27). Although it is a lovely gift, spiritual sweetness is not a gauge of holiness. Sometimes we serve because gratitude reassures us that our sacrifice matters, adore because adoration feels heavenly, or pray because prayer brings us calm. But Our Adorable Jesus gradually purifies this hidden self-seeking by teaching the soul to remain faithful when sweetness disappears (cf. Job 13:15). St. John of the Cross described this purification as a passage from spiritual enjoyment toward naked faith and deeper love. The mature soul eventually says: I will remain with You not because I feel Your presence, but because You are worthy of love even when I feel nothing . But what happens when none of these rewards comes? This is where the soul encounters the poverty of pure faith.  St Mary Magdalene de' Pazzi's mystical path likewise reveals a love willing to remain surrendered even when the soul cannot possess God through its own understanding. St Angela of Foligno discovered through profound interior purification that God could become the soul's treasure even when every other spiritual security was stripped away. St Elizabeth of the Trinity directed the soul toward the indwelling Trinity rather than toward continual emotional experiences of God. The same principle is found in Scripture: Abraham continues walking without possessing the complete vision of the promise (cf. Heb 11:8–10); Simeon waits patiently before seeing the fulfillment of God's promise (cf. Lk 2:25–32); Mary accepts a mystery she cannot immediately comprehend and carries it silently within herself . The Catechism recognizes that prayer can encounter dryness and that perseverance in such moments is an act of faith rather than evidence of failure (cf. CCC 2731). It also teaches that contemplative prayer is fundamentally a gaze of faith fixed upon Jesus rather than a search for spiritual sensations . The mature Christian therefore learns to ask a different question: not “What am I feeling?” but “Am I still giving myself to God?”

The call to remain quiet is profoundly radical in an age trained to escape every interior discomfort . The moment silence becomes unsettling, we reach for the phone; when loneliness surfaces, we open another application; when old wounds awaken, we cover them with entertainment and noise. Yet Our Adorable Jesus sometimes allows the silence precisely so the soul can discover what distraction has concealed. The discomfort need not be immediately silenced; it can become an invitation to remain, listen, and surrender (cf. Lam 3:26). St. Benedict of Nursia understood the spiritual power of disciplined silence and attentive listening, showing that a heart trained to be still becomes increasingly capable of hearing God . Even religious people can hide behind activity. A priest can attend meeting after meeting and avoid the chapel because silence brings his fatigue and disappointments into consciousness. A parent can remain permanently busy because stillness would force an honest confrontation with family wounds. A religious can become efficient in apostolic work while gradually losing the interior gaze that originally gave meaning to the work. A seminarian can read extensively about spirituality while avoiding the painful simplicity of sitting before Christ without intellectual activity. Yet Jesus repeatedly withdrew from crowds and activity into solitude . Before choosing the Twelve, (cf. Lk 6:12–13) He spent the night in prayer . Before His Passion, He sought the Father's presence in the garden (cf. Mt 26:36–46). Mary of Bethany discovered something that Martha's anxious activity had obscured: there are moments when the most important apostolate is simply to sit at the feet of Jesus and receive Him (cf. Lk 10:38–42). Silence therefore does not mean doing nothing. It means refusing to allow activity to become an escape from God. The Catechism describes contemplative prayer as gathering the whole person before Christ and reaching its deepest expression in silent love (cf. CCC 2711, 2717). This becomes profoundly practical: sit quietly with the Gospel before work (cf. Mk 1:35); after criticism, remain before Jesus before defending yourself; before answering an angry message, pray a decade of the Rosary; after painful news, kneel before speaking . These small pauses gradually transform the soul. Instinct becomes discernment, anxiety becomes surrender, woundedness becomes prayer, and reaction becomes charity (cf. Phil 4:6–7). Our Adorable Jesus teaches the heart to stop responding from its wounds and begin responding from communion with Him (cf. Jn 15:4–5).

There is also a hidden apostolic dimension to this experience. A person who prays without consolation may imagine that nothing is being accomplished because nothing visible is changing. Yet Christian prayer is not measured by immediate results. Moses intercedes for a rebellious people even when their behavior seems hopeless (cf. Ex 32:30–32). Samuel (cf. 1 Sam 12:19–23) continues praying for Israel despite its failures . Paul carries the Churches within his heart even when his apostolic mission involves imprisonment, rejection, and suffering (cf. 2 Cor 11:23–28). Most mysteriously, Christ's greatest act of salvation appears outwardly to be defeat: He hangs upon the Cross while His disciples scatter (cf. Mk 15:33–39). Yet beneath that apparent failure, the world's redemption is unfolding . This changes how we understand ordinary hidden prayer. The woman who quietly offers twenty years of prayer for her addicted son may never see the final fruit.  A priest may intercede for a parishioner who never knows that someone carried his name before the Eucharistic Lord. A contemplative religious may offer hours of prayer for missionaries whom she will never meet. A suffering person may unite physical weakness with Christ for the conversion of sinners (cf. Col 1:24). Such prayer is not useless simply because its effects remain invisible. The Catechism teaches that intercession conforms the person who prays to Christ's own prayer for others and becomes participation in His concern for humanity (cf. CCC 2634–2636). The hidden soul can therefore become an unseen sanctuary for other people. There are graces moving through the Church that will never have a photograph, statistic, applause, or public acknowledgment. Heaven alone knows how many temptations were resisted because someone prayed, how many despairing people received an invisible grace, how many vocations survived because an unknown person interceded. The quiet person before the tabernacle may be participating in battles whose battlefield cannot be seen.

At the deepest level, this spirituality asks whether we can remain with God when He does not make the situation easier . This question enters marriage, vocation, sickness, ministry, poverty, disappointment, aging, loneliness, and death. Faith becomes most luminous when it remains faithful without demanding immediate explanations. Mary reveals this highest fidelity. She stood beneath the Cross when nothing could be changed, no answer could be forced, and no suffering could be removed (cf. Jn 19:25–27). She could not take away the nails or hasten the Resurrection; she could only remain beside Her Son in obedient love. Our Adorable Jesus sometimes asks the same from us: not to understand everything, but to remain; not to control the mystery, but to trust within it . She simply remained. John (cf. Jn 19:26–27) remained too . This is one of the most powerful images of mature faith: presence without control. St Josephine Bakhita's life demonstrates another dimension: wounds inflicted by human beings do not have to become the final definition of the heart when forgiveness and belonging to Christ gradually transform suffering .  These witnesses reveal something profoundly consoling: God does not waste hidden fidelity. The Catechism (cf. CCC 2718–2719) teaches that contemplative prayer is a communion with Christ and that perseverance involves entering progressively into His mystery, including the passage through suffering toward Resurrection . The soul may therefore pray: “Jesus, I do not understand what You are doing, but I refuse to believe that You are absent. I cannot feel Your closeness, but I choose to trust Your love. I cannot see the fruit, but I will remain faithful.” Such prayer is not weakness. It is spiritual adulthood. It is the moment when faith becomes stronger than mood, love stronger than reward, and fidelity stronger than circumstances. Sometimes the deepest mystical prayer is not an extraordinary experience, (cf. Lk 9:23) but ordinary fidelity offered when the heart is exhausted . It is the mother whispering to God before sleep, the priest returning to the confessional after discouragement, the young person beginning again after failure, the elderly soul praying the Rosary through trembling hands, or the worker choosing honesty when no one is watching . Such souls may feel spiritually ordinary, yet Heaven sees something profound:(cf. Jn 15:4) a heart learning to remain with Christ when consolation is absent . Our Adorable Jesus is often most deeply loved not in moments of spiritual sweetness,(cf. Heb 10:36) but when the soul quietly chooses Him again through weariness, obscurity, temptation, and perseverance .

Prayer

O Adorable Jesus, when my heart is tired and You seem silent, teach me to remain. Let my dryness become faith, my waiting become hope, my wounds become intercession, and my ordinary duties become love. Hide me deeply within Your Eucharistic Heart, until I seek not consolation, but You alone, and remain faithful when no one sees. Amen.

Sr. Anna Ali of the Most Holy Eucharist, intercede for us.

Devil’s Torments and Wily Subtleties

Divine Appeal Reflection - 157

Today, consider in Divine Appeal 157: "Behold the devil  torments you. He has always sworn to rush and destroy you. Do not listen to his wily subtleties... As desolation besets you, do not occupy yourself with troubling thoughts about what evil has tormented you."

Our Adorable Jesus begins this Appeal by exposing a reality that modern humanity often forgets: the Christian life involves spiritual combat. The devil is not equal to God, nor does he possess divine power; he is a creature who has definitively rejected God and seeks to draw human beings away from communion with Him (cf. CCC 391–395). His activity must therefore neither be exaggerated nor dismissed. Scripture presents the devil as an adversary who seeks to weaken faith, distort truth, accuse the conscience, provoke discouragement and separate the human heart from God . The striking word is “torments.” Temptation often begins externally but can become interiorly oppressive when the soul repeatedly entertains fear, resentment, impurity, hopelessness, suspicion or self-condemnation. Yet the Church (cf. CCC 2846–2849) teaches that temptation itself is not sin; consent is what matters . Jesus' Appeal therefore calls the soul to discernment rather than panic. Job teaches us that suffering does not automatically signify divine rejection (cf. Job 1–2). Peter (cf. Lk 22:31–32, 54–62) demonstrates that even a fervent disciple can be shaken and later restored . Paul (cf. Eph 6:10–18) reminds believers that spiritual warfare requires truth, righteousness, faith and prayer . St Ignatius of Loyola’s rules for discernment teach the soul to recognise movements drawing it toward God or away from Him . The enemy may exploit exhaustion, marital conflict, ministry disappointment, financial pressure, or loneliness (cf. Mt 26:41; Eph 4:26–27). The response is not fascination with darkness but deeper attachment to Christ through prayer, Scripture, the Eucharist, Confession, healthy relationships, obedience, and rejection of temptation . The devil draws attention toward darkness; Jesus continually turns the soul toward His light .

The language of destruction reveals the fundamental direction of spiritual warfare: the enemy wants the soul separated from God.Satan's ultimate goal is to taint the bond between the creature and the Creator, not just to make people uncomfortable. From Genesis onward, his strategy involves distortion: he makes God's command appear restrictive,(cf. Gen 3:1–7) God's goodness appear doubtful and disobedience appear liberating. The same pattern appears throughout salvation history. Pharaoh attempts to keep Israel enslaved (cf. Ex 5:1–23); Saul's jealousy progressively consumes him (cf. 1 Sam 18:6–12); (cf. Jn 13:21–30) Judas allows disappointment and darkness to deepen until betrayal takes possession of his freedom . By contrast, Jesus defeats the tempter through unwavering communion with the Father and fidelity to God's word (cf. Mt 4:1–11). This is why the Church describes Christ's victory over Satan as part of the heart of salvation (CCC 538–540; 550). The Christian therefore must understand that temptation frequently attacks identity and trust: “God does not love you”; “you have failed beyond repair”; “you must protect yourself through revenge”; “nobody understands you”; “your prayer is useless”; “your vocation has no value”; “this sin will give you the happiness God cannot give” . Such suggestions can appear sophisticated because they often contain a fragment of truth mixed with a destructive conclusion . A person may genuinely have failed, but failure does not prove that God has rejected the person . Peter denied Christ, yet was restored; David fell gravely, yet returned through repentance; Paul persecuted the Church, yet became an apostle of extraordinary grace . The Gospel does not deny the seriousness of sin; it reveals that mercy is greater than the repentant sinner’s past (cf. Rom 5:20; CCC 1426, 1846–1848). A marriage may genuinely be difficult, but difficulty does not automatically mean love is finished. An apostolate may genuinely be disappointing, but fruitfulness is not measured solely by visible results. St Augustine's teaching on disordered love helps illuminate this battle: the soul becomes disoriented when created realities are loved apart from their proper relationship to God. St Teresa of Ávila repeatedly directs the soul toward Christ as the centre of prayer and interior life. Therefore, spiritual warfare is ultimately a battle concerning whom we trust, whom we obey and where we place our final hope. The devil cannot force the soul to abandon Christ. He can tempt, deceive and pressure, but grace enables freedom.

Perhaps the most penetrating part of this Appeal is the warning against “wily subtleties.” Evil rarely presents itself honestly. Temptation often arrives disguised as reasonable thought, self-protection, justice, realism or even apparent spirituality. The enemy can take a legitimate concern and twist it into an interior prison. Concern for one's dignity can become pride; prudence can become fear; justice can become revenge; awareness of sin can become despair; desire for holiness can become scrupulosity; legitimate rest can become spiritual negligence; concern about another person's behaviour can become judgment and hatred. This is why St Ignatius of Loyola places enormous importance on discerning the movement and direction of thoughts rather than merely examining their surface appearance. Scripture(cf. 1 Jn 4:1; Rom 12:2) similarly teaches the importance of testing what arises within us . Jesus recognises the tempter's manipulation (cf. Mt 4:1–11) in the wilderness and refuses to negotiate with false premises . Eve enters into dialogue with the serpent, and through that seemingly simple conversation, her perception of God is gradually distorted (cf. Gen 3:1–6). The danger is still profoundly human: a criticism at work is replayed throughout the night until it becomes humiliation; an old marital wound is revisited until imagined accusations feel like present facts; a religious experiencing dryness begins interpreting silence as divine rejection; a young person who has fallen into sin begins believing that returning to confession is useless; a priest wounded by pastoral rejection starts questioning the meaning of his entire ministry. In such moments, the Appeal proposes a decisive spiritual discipline: not every thought deserves an answer, and not every inner voice deserves our attention (cf. 2 Cor 10:5; Jas 4:7; CCC 2846–2849). The Christian life necessarily involves vigilance because the struggle against evil continues within the heart . St. John of the Cross repeatedly warns against allowing interior movements and attachments to become masters of the soul, because what we continually entertain can gradually shape what we desire . The mature soul learns to ask: Does this thought draw us toward Christ, truth, humility, repentance, charity and freedom—or toward resentment, despair, impurity, fear and isolation? . When a thought pulls us away from Christ, we need not entertain it, debate it, or give it the whole heart; we can release it, turn to Jesus, pray, and return to the love demanded by the present moment (cf. 2 Cor 10:5; Phil 4:6–9). We can gently let it go, turn back to Jesus, pray, seek wise counsel when needed, and continue with the love that the present moment requires . Sometimes the simplest act of spiritual courage is to say: “Jesus, this thought is not leading me to You; we choose not to follow it. We choose You.”

When Our Adorable Jesus permits the soul to pass through desolation—dryness, loneliness, heaviness, uncertainty, or the painful sense that God is distant—the appeal reaches a profound depth . Yet Catholic discernment reminds us that not every darkness is demonic; it may arise from purification, human weakness, grief, exhaustion, or the hiddenness of faith. The soul is therefore called not to fear the darkness, but to remain anchored in Christ and discern its fruits .  Grief, exhaustion, illness, stress, trauma, and difficult circumstances can also affect the soul. We must therefore discern patiently, asking not only, “Why am I suffering?” but, “Jesus, how are You asking me to remain faithful here?” . Desolation becomes dangerous when temporary darkness produces permanent conclusions: “God has abandoned me,” “my vocation is finished,” or “there is no hope.” St Ignatius teaches perseverance rather than impulsive decisions during such seasons. Elijah,(cf. 1 Kgs 19:1–18) overwhelmed after his prophetic struggle, was first given rest and nourishment before receiving renewed strength for his mission . God sometimes ministers to the exhausted soul through very ordinary means. Gethsemane(cf. Mt 26:36–46) reveals the heart of this mystery: Jesus experienced anguish, yet remained surrendered to the Father . At Emmaus, the disciples thought hope had died while Christ was already walking beside them . So too, God's apparent silence does not mean His absence. In the Eucharist, Christ remains truly present even when the senses perceive nothing . Therefore, in desolation, remain faithful. Continue Mass and prayer, seek Confession when necessary, fulfil your duties, rest adequately, avoid isolation, and seek wise spiritual or human support when needed. Do not make permanent decisions from temporary darkness. The soul may discover that desolation is purifying its love—teaching it to seek not merely God's consolations, but God Himself (cf. Phil 3:7–10). The deepest prayer may then become: “Jesus, I cannot feel You, but I choose You; I cannot understand You, but I trust You; I cannot see the way, but I remain with You.” Like Elijah, Peter, and the disciples at Emmaus, the soul eventually discovers that Christ was nearer than it knew .

This final instruction touches a profound mystical freedom: what has happened to us need not become the permanent home of our minds (cf. Phil 3:13–14). Jesus does not ask us to pretend that evil never happened; He asks us to bring the wound into His light. Forgiveness does not erase injustice, and healing does not require us to deny painful memories; rather, grace gradually frees the heart from being governed by them . Rather, the Lord warns against continually feeding troubling thoughts until the original wound becomes an interior altar upon which the soul repeatedly sacrifices its peace. There is a difference between remembering something in order to heal and repeatedly rehearsing it in order to suffer again. Joseph's story is a powerful biblical icon: he genuinely suffered betrayal by his brothers, yet God's providence eventually transformed the wound into an instrument of reconciliation . David repeatedly faced enemies but learned to entrust judgment to God rather than allow vengeance to govern him (cf. 1 Sam 24:1–12). Stephen, while being murdered, prayed for his persecutors rather than surrendering his soul to hatred (cf. Acts 7:54–60). At the summit stands Christ Himself, whose Passion reveals forgiveness without denying the reality of evil . CCC 2840–2845 presents forgiveness as an essential dimension of Christian prayer, while CCC 2302–2303 warns against deliberately cultivating hatred and resentment. St. John Paul II’s spirituality of mercy reveals a profound victory: evil is most decisively defeated when it fails to reproduce itself within the heart of the wounded person (cf. Rom 12:21; CCC 2842). After an argument, we need not spend hours rehearsing imaginary conversations; after betrayal, we can seek healing without becoming prisoners of revenge; after failure, we can learn without making failure our identity; after temptation, we can repent and return to Christ rather than continually dwelling upon the temptation; after criticism, we can receive what is true and entrust what is unjust to God (cf. Mt 5:44; Phil 3:13–14; 1 Jn 1:9). The enemy may have wounded us, but he must not become the architect of our interior life. The wound may explain our tears, but it must never become the throne of our hearts; that throne belongs to Christ alone (cf. Jn 14:27; CCC 2668). Before the Eucharistic Lord, wounded hearts slowly learn again to adore, trust, forgive, and serve . The deepest victory is therefore not a life without pain, but a heart in which pain no longer determines what we become (cf. Rom 8:28; 2 Cor 4:8–9).

The soul is guided into the secret battleground of spiritual combat, discernment, desolation, freedom, forgiveness, and contemplative union by this Divine Appeal. However, Christ asks us to identify the devil's movements and swiftly return rather than to study him indefinitely. Do not converse with temptation, enthrone your wounds, or make desolation your prophet. Discern every thought, reject what contradicts Christ, and turn again toward Him . The enemy keeps the soul circling around the past, the wound, the insult, the fear, or an imagined future; Jesus gathers the scattered heart into His peace. Before the Eucharistic Lord, the soul slowly ceases asking, “Why did this happen to me?” and begins asking, “Jesus, what are You making of me through this?” A marriage need not remain imprisoned in yesterday’s quarrel ; parents need not surrender their children to anxiety instead of prayerful trust ; priests need not interpret rejection as the death of their vocation (cf. Jn 15:18–20); religious need not mistake dryness for abandonment (cf. Ps 42:6; CCC 2729); the young need not believe every dark thought concerning their worth or future (cf. 2 Cor 10:5); workers need not carry workplace wounds into the peace of home (cf. Eph 4:31–32); the elderly need not confuse loneliness with uselessness (cf. Ps 92:14–15); and the wounded can seek justice without allowing hatred to become their dwelling place . The repentant sinner must never allow yesterday’s fall to speak louder than Christ’s mercy. The deepest victory is therefore not fascination with spiritual warfare, but communion with Jesus. When the enemy whispers, “You are finished,” Christ continues His work within you (cf. Phil 1:6). When he says, “Your sin is your identity,” Christ opens the door of repentance and mercy (cf. Jn 8:10–11). When he declares, “Your suffering is meaningless,” Christ reveals the mystery of the Cross (cf. Col 1:24). When darkness whispers that you are abandoned, the Eucharistic Jesus remains—hidden beneath the veil, silent in His presence, surrendered in His love, and nearer than the soul can comprehend . The enemy may cloud the imagination, reopen forgotten wounds, and magnify fear, but he cannot possess the heart that continually takes refuge in Christ . The contemplative soul does not overcome darkness by staring into it, but by turning more deeply toward Jesus, until the night itself becomes a place of surrender and the wounded heart discovers that His grace is sufficient (cf. 2 Cor 12:9). Before the Eucharistic Heart, the soul learns the secret of the saints: not to measure the darkness, but to remain faithful to the Light .

Prayer

Our Adorable Jesus, when troubling thoughts surround me, keep my heart anchored in You. Give me discernment to reject the enemy’s suggestions, courage during desolation, humility to seek help, grace to forgive, and fidelity to remain near You. Let no wound, temptation, memory, or fear become greater than Your Eucharistic love within me. Amen.

Sr. Anna Ali of the Most Holy Eucharist, intercede for us.

Lift Your Eyes to Jesus

Divine Appeal Reflection - 157

Today, consider in Divine Appeal 157:  "I implore you to lift your eyes to Me. Courage even if you  experience difficulties."

The first movement of this Appeal is profoundly contemplative: “Lift your eyes to Me.” Our Adorable Jesus does not first explain why the difficulty has come; He calls the soul to change its direction of vision. Much of spiritual suffering becomes heavier because the soul looks continuously at the storm, the failure, the unanswered prayer, the hostile person, the financial problem, the sickness, the uncertainty, or its own weakness. Jesus invites the soul to look beyond the difficulty and discover the Divine Presence within the difficulty. Peter(cf. Mt 14:28–31) began to sink when his attention moved from Christ to the violence of the waves . The waves did not become powerful only when Peter looked at them; rather, his interior stability disappeared when he ceased looking toward Jesus. The same mystery occurs in daily life. A seminarian battling discouragement, a newly married couple hiding an unspoken wound, a business owner tempted to compromise conscience, a nurse exhausted by caring for others, a missionary facing repeated rejection, or a widow confronting silent evenings can gradually allow one burden to occupy the whole horizon of the heart . The Appeal does not tell them to deny reality; it teaches them where to place reality. The Catholic faith is not escapism. The Cross itself stands at the centre of salvation (CCC 571–618), and Christian hope learns to see suffering within Christ rather than apart from Him. St Teresa of Ávila's spirituality continually returns the soul to the indwelling Christ: prayer becomes an interior turning toward the One who is already present. St John of the Cross similarly teaches the soul not to be ruled by changing consolations but to advance through faith. Therefore, “lift your eyes” means: stop allowing the difficulty to become your god. Your problem may stand directly before you, but Jesus must remain above it, within it, and beyond it . In Eucharistic adoration, the soul slowly learns this holy gaze: “Jesus, we see the storm, but we choose to look at You; we feel the weight, but we refuse to let it become greater than Your Presence” (cf. Mk 4:37–40; Ps 46:2–3). The storm may not immediately disappear, but the heart begins to discover that Christ is greater than what it is facing (cf. Jn 16:33; CCC 2618).

The words “even if you experience difficulties” are extraordinarily realistic. Our Lord does not construct an imaginary spirituality in which fidelity eliminates contradiction. Scripture repeatedly reveals that those chosen by God often pass through severe testing. Abraham had to continue believing when God's promise appeared humanly impossible (cf. Gen 12:1–4; 22:1–18). Joseph experienced betrayal,(cf. Gen 37:18–28; 39:19–23; 41:14–41) slavery and imprisonment before seeing God's providence unfold . Moses(cf. Ex 14:10–16; Num 11:10–17) encountered the stubbornness of the people he was called to lead . David(cf. 1 Sam 16:12–13; 24:1–7) experienced persecution even after being anointed . Paul(cf. 2 Cor 11:23–28) carried apostolic trials without abandoning his mission . Above all, Jesus Himself entered Gethsemane. His humanity experienced anguish, (cf. Mt 26:36–46) yet His will remained surrendered to the Father . The Catechism teaches that Christ's acceptance of the Father's will in Gethsemane belongs to the mystery of His redemptive obedience (CCC 612–615). Thus difficulty is not automatically evidence that God has abandoned someone. Sometimes the greatest spiritual danger is not the suffering itself but the interpretation we give it: “God has forgotten me; my vocation is useless; my prayer has failed; I am alone; nothing will change.” The Appeal challenges precisely this interior conclusion. Christian hope is not optimism based upon circumstances. CCC 1817–1821 presents hope as confidence rooted in God's promises and grace, capable of sustaining the Christian amid abandonment and trial. St Thérèse of Lisieux demonstrates this little-way courage: holiness can continue through obscurity, weakness, dryness and ordinary fidelity.  The mystical soul therefore learns a radical principle: difficulty can change your circumstances without being permitted to determine your relationship with God.

The command “Courage” must not be reduced to emotional motivation. In Catholic spirituality, courage is closely related to fortitude, one of the gifts and moral virtues by which the Christian remains steadfast in difficulty and pursues the good despite fear. Jesus is not saying, “Pretend that nothing hurts.” He is saying, in effect: “Do not allow what hurts you to separate you from Me.” The courage of the saints was frequently born precisely in moments when they felt incapable. Elijah collapsed beneath the juniper tree and desired to die,(cf. 1 Kgs 19:1–8) yet God patiently restored him and gave him nourishment for the journey . Jeremiah(cf. Jer 20:7–13) experienced profound interior anguish while carrying his prophetic mission . The disciples themselves trembled after the Passion,(cf. Acts 2:1–4; 4:29–31) but the Holy Spirit transformed frightened men into courageous witnesses . This reveals something essential: Christian courage is received before it is exercised. The soul does not manufacture supernatural strength; it cooperates with grace. CCC 1817–1820 explains that Christian hope relies not merely upon human capacity but upon God's grace, and that hope protects the Christian during the struggle of salvation. St. Catherine of Siena shows the apostolate of carrying the wounded Church within prayer, especially through persistent intercession for priests and the renewal of shepherds (cf. Lk 22:32; 1 Tim 2:1–2). St. Monica reveals the strength of praying through years of apparent silence, entrusting those who have wandered to God’s mercy . St. Rita of Cascia witnesses to persevering prayer amid wounded family relationships, refusing to allow pain to extinguish charity (cf. Col 3:12–14). St. Charles de Foucauld teaches the hidden apostolate of remaining before God when there seems to be no visible fruit (cf. Mt 6:6; CCC 2717). This courage can become profoundly concrete: praying faithfully for a priest who has lost his pastoral zeal, interceding for a seminarian who has abandoned formation, offering a Rosary for a separated couple whose reconciliation seems impossible, praying for a religious who has grown discouraged, accompanying a family wounded by scandal without abandoning the Church, or remembering before the tabernacle a young person who has completely stopped practising the faith (cf. Gal 6:2; Jas 5:19–20; 1 Tim 2:1). Sometimes the greatest apostolate is to remain before Jesus with another person’s name in our hearts. We cannot force another soul to return, but we can refuse to stop loving, praying, offering, and hoping .

This Appeal becomes especially profound when contemplated through the Eucharistic mystery. The Eucharistic Jesus is the Christ who has already passed through rejection, humiliation, abandonment, crucifixion, and death and has entered victorious Resurrection . Therefore, when the soul looks toward Jesus, it is not looking toward someone unfamiliar with suffering. It is looking toward the One whose Sacred Heart has entered the deepest human darkness without being conquered by it . The Cross and Eucharist reveal that divine love does not always remove suffering immediately; sometimes it enters suffering and transforms it into an offering of love . In the Eucharist, the Church encounters the living Christ, the same Lord who offered Himself once upon Calvary and who remains eternally victorious in the Resurrection . Thus, every suffering surrendered before the Blessed Sacrament can become an intimate participation in Christ’s self-offering, when united to Him in faith and charity (cf. Rom 12:1; CCC 618, 1368, 1506). This is the apostolic heart of the Appeal. The suffering Christian is not merely someone who must survive difficulties; united to Christ, that person can become a hidden intercessor. A parent patiently enduring family burdens can offer them for children. A priest can unite pastoral exhaustion with Christ's priestly offering. A religious can transform obedience and hidden sacrifices into prayer for souls. A worker can sanctify honest labour and injustice endured without hatred (cf. Col 3:17, 23–24). A sick person can unite suffering with Christ while also seeking appropriate care and support (cf. Col 1:24, understood within the Church's teaching on participation in Christ's suffering). A student can offer anxiety and disciplined effort.A widow or widower can slowly transform the ache of an empty home into a hidden Eucharistic intimacy, bringing the loneliness itself before Christ rather than allowing it to become isolation . The quiet chair, the unanswered conversation, and the long evening can become places of prayer, where grief is not denied but offered . In this way, contemplation becomes apostolic: a soul that has learned to remain with Jesus can quietly help another wounded person rediscover His Presence (cf. 2 Cor 1:3–4). St. John Paul II presented the Eucharist as the school of self-giving, where Christ teaches the believer to become a gift for others . St. Maximilian Kolbe reveals how Eucharistic love can become heroic charity, even when self-gift demands everything . However, Christian reflection never elevates suffering for its own sake. The Resurrection is the only way to comprehend the Cross: Christ transforms agony into the doorway of Paschal hope by rising from the dead.  The catechism (cf.CCC 571) identifies Christ's Cross and Resurrection as the centre of the Gospel and that hope sustains the Christian (cf. CCC 1818–1821)  through trials and leads the heart toward eternal beatitude. Consequently, when Our Adorable Jesus says, “Lift your eyes to Me,” He is drawing the soul from self-absorption into communion, and from communion into mission.

The Appeal finally becomes a tremendous examination of perseverance. There are moments when almost every vocation is tempted by the thought of escape. Marriage can pass through seasons of misunderstanding; religious life can become a long school of hidden surrender; priesthood can carry the weight of souls and personal exhaustion; parenthood can stretch love beyond its apparent limits; professional life can confront injustice; studies can bring repeated disappointment; apostolic work can receive little recognition; prayer can become painfully dry; and community life can wound precisely where one expected belonging . Yet these places of difficulty can become places where Christ teaches the soul to remain, surrender, and love when consolation is absent . At such moments the enemy may whisper: “Leave everything. Stop praying. Give up. Protect yourself. Nothing is worth this.” Yet Jesus says: “Courage even if you experience difficulties.” This does not mean remaining in situations that are objectively abusive or dangerous; Christian prudence may require boundaries, intervention, justice, professional help or legitimate change. But it does mean that difficulties alone must not become the automatic reason for abandoning a God-given responsibility. Mary stood beneath the Cross when almost everything appeared lost (cf. Jn 19:25–27). She did not understand the entire mystery, yet she remained near her Son. The Blessed Virgin teaches the Church the deepest form of contemplative courage: remaining near Jesus when there is nothing to gain visibly from remaining (cf. Jn 19:25–27; Lk 2:34–35). She remained beneath the Cross when His glory appeared defeated, when His disciples had scattered, and when human reason could find little explanation for what was unfolding (cf. Mt 27:55–56; Mk 15:40–41; Jn 19:25). Her fidelity reveals that contemplation is not merely the ability to experience God’s consolations, but the grace to remain when consolation disappears. CCC 1819 presents Abraham as a model of hope purified through testing, while CCC 1820 teaches that the Christian path contains trials and that hope remains an anchor because Christ has gone before us . The Appeal therefore penetrates every state of life with one question: Where are you tempted to stop looking at Jesus because the road has become painful? Lift your eyes again (cf. Heb 12:1–3). Pray again (cf. 1 Thes 5:16–18). Love again (cf. Jn 13:34–35). Serve again (cf. Gal 5:13). Forgive again (cf. Mt 18:21–22). Begin again . The darkness is not your final horizon. Christ is . The Christian does not know every detail of tomorrow, but knows Who holds tomorrow . And therefore the soul can walk forward—not because the difficulty is small, but because Jesus is greater.

Prayer

Our Adorable Jesus, teach us to lift our eyes to You when fear, suffering, disappointment, or uncertainty surrounds us.  May every trial draw us deeper into Your Eucharistic Presence, unite us more closely to Your Cross, and lead us faithfully toward Your eternal Kingdom . Amen.

Sr. Anna Ali of the Most Holy Eucharist, intercede for us.

Divine Appeal 157

ON THE EUCHARIST:A DIVINE APPEAL

(Revelation to Sr Anna Ali of the Most Holy Eucharist)

VOLUME 1

“Courage”

“My daughter, pray a great deal. Behold the devil  torments you. He has always sworn to rush and destroy you. Do not listen to his wily subtleties. I implore you to lift your eyes to Me. Courage even if you experience difficulties. Do not fear. Behold I suffered all the pain of mankind. Pray more than usual. I do not always desire to console you in a sensible manner.

As desolation besets you, do not occupy yourself with troubling thoughts about what evil has tormented you. I want you to remain quiet and prayerful . In the Sacrament of My Love, I am thirsty. Bring Me more souls.

Time is short for saving souls...”

“I bless you.”

5th June 1988

Copyright © 2015 The Late Bishop Cornelius K. Arap Korir | Catholic Diocese of Eldoret, Kenya. All rights reserved. Reproduced by adivineappeal.com from "On the Eucharist: A Divine Appeal" (Vol. 1).