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The High Spirit of Contemplation

Divine Appeal Reflection - 140

Today, consider in Divine Appeal 140: "Do not fear to put yourself in the high spirit of contemplation."

One of the most striking truths hidden within this appeal is that many souls are more comfortable serving God than belonging completely to Him. They willingly work, sacrifice, defend the faith, and engage in apostolic activity, yet hesitate when Jesus invites them into deeper intimacy . Contemplation can feel unsettling because it requires surrender. It places the soul before God without achievements, roles, or masks, allowing Him to see and love it in its poverty and truth . Many fear not what God may ask of them, but what He may reveal about them—and how deeply He desires to love them . Abraham (cf. Gen 12:1-4) was called to leave familiar securities before becoming the father of faith . Jacob wrestled through the night and emerged transformed (cf. Gen 32:24-30). Moses (cf. Ex 24:15-18) ascended Sinai and remained hidden within the cloud of divine presence . Before speaking publicly, (cf. Lk 6:12; Mk 1:35) Jesus spent nights alone with the Father . The Catechism (cf. CCC 2564) teaches that prayer is fundamentally a covenant relationship between God and man . Yet many Christians unconsciously reduce prayer to requests, duties, formulas, and obligations. Jesus' appeal calls souls beyond this. He invites souls into the "high spirit" of contemplation, where prayer becomes communion rather than merely conversation . Many imagine contemplation belongs only to monasteries, convents, or secluded places, yet Jesus reveals something far more accessible and profound.  It is learning to remain interiorly united to God amid the realities of ordinary life . A busy mother caring for her children, a priest carrying pastoral burdens, a student facing examinations, or a businessman surrounded by responsibilities can all live this contemplative spirit. The essence of contemplation is allowing God to become more real than the anxieties, fears, ambitions, and distractions that constantly compete for the heart's attention . As this communion deepens, the soul gradually discovers that God's presence is not reserved for moments of prayer alone, but can accompany every duty, suffering, decision, and encounter throughout the day .

A profound dimension of this appeal is that contemplation teaches souls to see reality through God's eyes rather than through human calculations. Most people spend their lives interpreting events according to immediate appearances. Success is viewed as blessing, failure as disaster, suffering as abandonment, and uncertainty as weakness. Yet contemplation gradually purifies this vision. Joseph, (cf. Gen 37:23-28; Gen 50:20) sold by his brothers, could have seen only betrayal, but through years of prayerful trust he discovered divine providence operating through apparent tragedy . Hannah (cf. 1 Sam 1:5-20) endured years of humiliation before witnessing God's hidden plan unfold . The disciples on the road to Emmaus (cf. Lk 24:13-35) interpreted the Crucifixion as failure until Christ opened their eyes to a deeper reality . Contemplation transforms perspective in the same way. A parent caring for a child with special needs may discover that what appears as limitation becomes a path of sanctification. A religious struggling with hidden dryness may realize that God is teaching pure faith beyond emotions (cf. Job 23:8-10). A widow enduring loneliness may encounter a deeper companionship with Christ than she ever imagined. A worker facing injustice may learn perseverance and trust through suffering .The contemplative person begins to understand that God's greatest works are often hidden beneath appearances.   This vision does not remove suffering but transfigures it. The soul learns to recognize grace where others see only difficulties and discovers that divine providence is often most active when it appears absent (cf. Rom 8:28; CCC 302-314).

Another extraordinary dimension of contemplation is that it becomes the place where God gently dismantles false versions of ourselves in order to reveal the identity He has always known and loved . Many people spend years building their sense of worth upon reputation, achievements, intelligence, ministry, relationships, possessions, influence, or even spiritual accomplishments. Yet these foundations remain fragile because they depend upon realities that can be diminished, lost, misunderstood, or taken away . A change in circumstances, a personal failure, advancing age, criticism, disappointment, or unexpected suffering can suddenly expose how unstable such identities truly are. God therefore invites the soul to rest upon something deeper: not what it possesses, accomplishes, or appears to be, but the unchanging truth that it is known, loved, and called by Him . Scripture repeatedly reveals this pattern. Before Gideon became a deliverer of Israel, he first had to see himself through God's call rather than through his own fear and inadequacy (cf. Judg 6:11–16). Before Jeremiah could speak God's word, he was reminded that he had been known, chosen, and loved before birth (cf. Jer 1:4–8). Before Peter became the rock of the Church, he had to experience the painful collapse of self-reliance through denial, tears, and repentance, discovering that his mission would rest upon grace rather than personal strength . For this reason, contemplation is often uncomfortable before it becomes consoling. 

In silence, illusions begin to surface. The soul gradually discovers how much peace depends upon human approval, how much confidence depends upon success, and how much identity rests upon realities that can disappear overnight . Yet this unveiling is not cruel. It is an act of divine mercy. Our Adorable Jesus removes false securities not to impoverish the soul, but to free it from everything that prevents it from resting in the unchanging truth that it is known, loved, and held by God before all achievement, failure, praise, or recognition . This is why modern society fears silence. Noise allows people to escape themselves. Contemplation does the opposite. It places the soul before the truth. Yet Christ never reveals wounds in order to condemn. He reveals them in order to heal. A successful professional may discover hidden pride. A devoted parent may uncover excessive control. A priest may realize that activity has replaced intimacy with God. A religious may find that obedience still conceals self-will.  St. Catherine of Siena called the knowledge of self and God the two rooms in which sanctity is formed. In contemplation, false identities gradually die so that the soul may discover its deepest identity as a beloved child of the Father .

The appeal also possesses an intensely Eucharistic and apostolic dimension. Many imagine contemplation as withdrawal from mission, but Scripture reveals the opposite. Every great apostolic mission flows from contemplation. Isaiah first beheld God's holiness before being sent to Israel (cf. Is 6:1-8). The Apostles first remained with Jesus before they preached to nations (cf. Mk 3:13-15). Mary Magdalene (cf. Jn 20:11-18) encountered the risen Lord before becoming the first witness of the Resurrection . The Eucharist reveals this mystery perfectly. Hidden beneath sacramental appearances, Jesus remains in perpetual contemplation of the Father  while simultaneously pouring grace upon the world . St. Teresa of Calcutta frequently insisted that service separated from contemplation eventually risks becoming mere activism. Human beings were not created simply to work for God, but to remain with Him and receive from Him (cf. Mk 3:14; Jn 15:4–5). Many people today live under constant pressure, carrying anxieties, responsibilities, disappointments, and expectations that were never meant to rest entirely upon their own shoulders . As a result, activity multiplies while interior peace diminishes. The contemplative soul learns another way. A teacher enters the classroom carrying not only lesson plans but the peace received in prayer (cf. Jn 14:27). A doctor treats suffering patients while remaining interiorly united to Christ, drawing compassion from Him rather than solely from personal reserves . A husband returns home after a demanding day and responds with patience instead of frustration because grace has slowly transformed his heart through prayer (cf. Eph 4:31–32). A missionary perseveres amid difficulties because strength flows from Eucharistic adoration rather than human enthusiasm alone . Contemplation does not diminish apostolic zeal; (cf. Lk 10:38–42; CCC 2712) it purifies, strengthens, and orders it . The soul gradually ceases working merely for God and begins working with God. The difference is immense. One often produces exhaustion because everything depends upon human effort; the other produces fruitfulness because the soul learns to cooperate with divine grace . Every tabernacle therefore becomes a hidden school where Christ teaches souls the wisdom of union before action, teaching them that the deepest transformations in the world begin with hearts transformed in His Presence .

At the highest mystical level, Jesus reveals that contemplation is preparation for eternity itself. The fear He addresses in this appeal ultimately arises because contemplation leads toward complete surrender. Human nature fears losing control. Yet every saint discovered that surrender is not loss but fulfillment. Enoch (cf. Gen 5:24) walked so closely with God that his entire life became a journey of communion . The Psalmist (cf. Ps 63:1-8) thirsted for God more than earthly security . Mary (cf. Lk 2:19, 51) lived continually in the presence of God, treasuring His mysteries within her heart . St. Elizabeth of the Trinity taught that the Christian soul is called to become a living dwelling place of the Blessed Trinity. This is the ultimate purpose of contemplation. It is not the pursuit of spiritual experiences but participation in divine life itself (cf. 2 Pet 1:4; CCC 460). Heaven will not consist primarily of activity but of perfect communion with God (cf. Rev 21:3-4; CCC 1023-1029). Every moment of authentic contemplation quietly anticipates humanity's eternal destiny: communion with God (cf. Jn 17:3; CCC 1023–1029). When a soul remains silently before the Blessed Sacrament, even without words, it is already learning the language of heaven, where love gazes upon Love without distraction . When suffering is accepted with trust rather than rebellion, the soul begins participating in Christ's own surrender to the Father (cf. Lk 22:42; Col 1:24). When hidden acts of charity are performed without recognition, the heart is gradually conformed to the self-giving love that fills eternity (cf. Mt 6:3–4; 1 Cor 13:4–8). Even resting peacefully in God's presence without seeking consolations becomes a quiet foretaste of the blessed vision for which every human heart was created . Do not fear silence. Do not fear surrender. Do not fear intimacy. Do not fear losing yourself in God. The heights of contemplation are not reserved for extraordinary mystics. They are the normal destiny of every soul courageous enough to allow divine love to possess it completely. There the soul discovers that the greatest adventure is not accomplishing great things for God but being drawn into the infinite depths of God Himself.

Prayer

Our Adorable Jesus, free us from every fear that prevents us from ascending the heights of Your love . Draw us from the distractions of earthly concerns into the sacred intimacy of Your Heart. Teach us to prefer Your presence above every consolation, Your will above every desire, and Your glory above every ambition. May the Blessed Trinity find within our souls a place of repose, transforming us into living tabernacles of divine love and contemplation . Amen.

Sr. Anna Ali of the Most Holy Eucharist, intercede for us.

Divine Appeal 140

ON THE EUCHARIST:A DIVINE APPEAL

(Revelation to Sr Anna Ali of the Most Holy Eucharist)

VOLUME 1

“I speak so simply to you.”

“My daughter, listen to Me. Pray a great deal. I ask you to get used to My Presence when My Presence takes hold of you tightly... You are a victim in the Sacrament of My Love. You have to pray. I speak so simply to you. I draw all your attention to pray. I lead and give you light.

I am thirsty. I care for you. Look at Me in prison. I am so lonely and blasphemed.

My daughter, bring Me souls. Each soul is a part of My Love. I gave all of Myself for mankind. Bring Me more souls. My Love is not a global love. I do not wish anyone to perish. This is why I bring My warning from My Divine Mercy. Time is short for saving souls.

The world has lost its senses. The good do not pray. The consecrated souls have whipped Me and abused Me on all sides of My Presence. I wait and long for each soul as if it was the only one on earth. For the sake of souls look at Me always and give Me your oblation. Do not lose any of this precious time for saving souls. In the Sacrament of My Love keep Me in silence and give Me company. Dress the many wounds caused by the consecrated souls. My invitation is for all. As I am exposed I will pour the treasures of My infinite mercy into human souls. Allow all your intentions to be a part of My intentions for the sake of praying for souls. Do not fear to put yourself in the high spirit of contemplation.”

“I give My blessing.”

2.30 a.m., 7th May 1988 

Copyright © 2015 Bishop Cornelius K. Arap Korir, Catholic Diocese of Eldoret, Kenya.  All rights reserved. Reproduced from ON THE EUCHARIST: A DIVINE APPEAL, Volume I by www.adivineappeal.com.

Quietness Which Follows Jesus' Voice

Divine Appeal Reflection - 139

Today, consider in Divine Appeal 139: "As you hear My voice always, the quietness which follows is in Me."

Most souls imagine that the most important moment in their relationship with God is when He speaks. They long for guidance, inspirations, answers, consolations, spiritual lights, and moments of certainty. Yet Our Adorable Jesus reveals a profound mystery: His greatest works often begin after His voice has been heard. Human beings naturally cling to words, but God often works through the silence that follows them. A seed is planted in a moment,(cf. Mk 4:26–29; Ps 1:2–3) but it grows hidden beneath the soil, developing roots long before fruit appears . Rain falls quickly, yet the earth absorbs it slowly until life emerges from what seemed dormant . In the same way, a word from God may enter the soul in an instant, but its transformation may unfold over months, years, or even decades . The Scriptures reveal this divine pattern repeatedly. The Blessed Virgin Mary received the angel's message in a brief encounter, (cf. Lk 1:26–38; Lk 2:19, 51) yet she spent the rest of her life pondering and entering ever more deeply into its meaning . The Apostles (cf. Jn 14:26; Jn 16:12–13; Acts 2:1–4) listened to Christ daily, yet many truths remained beyond their understanding until the Holy Spirit gradually illuminated their hearts . Peter heard predictions of the Passion numerous times, but only through failure, repentance, tears, and restoration did he fully grasp the mystery of mercy and discipleship. Even the disciples on the road to Emmaus (cf. Lk 24:13–35) understood Christ's words only after a journey of reflection and grace .

Many Christians consume an endless stream of homilies, books, conferences, videos, and spiritual reflections, yet experience little interior conversion because they rarely remain long enough in silence for grace to penetrate the deeper levels of the heart . A person may hear a powerful sermon on forgiveness, yet unless he remains recollected before God, old resentments continue to survive beneath the surface (cf. Eph 4:31–32; Col 3:13). Another may receive a profound inspiration during Eucharistic adoration, only to lose its fruit amid constant noise, distractions, and restless activity . Many seek new revelations (cf. Mt 7:24–27) while neglecting the transformation demanded by the revelations already received . Jesus teaches that the silence following His voice is not inactivity but sacred labor. It is the hidden workshop of the Holy Spirit (cf. Heb 4:12–13; Rom 8:26–29) where convictions deepen, wounds are purified, attachments are exposed, and virtues slowly take root . It is there that selfish ambitions are uncovered, hidden fears are brought into the light, and trust gradually replaces self-reliance . Like gold purified in fire, (cf. Mal 3:3; 1 Pet 1:6–7) the soul is quietly refined through processes it often cannot fully perceive . What feels like silence is often God working at depths beyond conscious awareness . Thus, the silence after hearing God is often more important than the hearing itself. The word may enter through the intellect in a moment, but it must descend into the heart through prayer, obedience, suffering, and perseverance (cf. Lk 8:15; Rom 5:3–5). There grace becomes character, conviction becomes virtue, and inspiration becomes holiness . In eternity, many souls may discover that God's greatest work was accomplished not when He spoke most clearly, but when He seemed silent while quietly conforming them to the image of His Son .

Another striking dimension of this appeal is that God frequently gives His presence before He gives explanations. One of the deepest sufferings of humanity is not pain itself, but unanswered questions—because the human heart is not only made to endure, but to understand, to interpret, and to find meaning in what it carries. Physical suffering can often be faced when its purpose is known, but interior suffering grows heavier when meaning is hidden and the soul is left alone with “why” (cf. Ps 13:1–2; CCC 2726). The human heart longs to understand: Why did this illness come? Why did a loved one die? Why did a marriage fail? Why does prayer seem dry? Why do the innocent suffer? Why does God sometimes appear silent? Yet throughout salvation history, (cf. Ex 3:11–14; Jn 14:8–9) God often responds to such questions not first with explanations but with Himself . His presence becomes the answer before understanding arrives. Scripture reveals this pattern repeatedly. Job demanded explanations for his suffering, yet God ultimately responded not by unveiling every reason but by revealing His majesty, wisdom, and sovereignty (cf. Job 38–42). Job's (cf. Job 42:1–6) peace came not from solving the mystery but from encountering the One who held the mystery . Abraham obeyed the divine call without seeing the entire journey ahead, walking by faith rather than certainty (cf. Gen 12:1–4; Heb 11:8). The Blessed Virgin Mary (cf. Lk 1:29–38; Lk 2:19, 51) received revelations she could not fully comprehend, yet she carried them within her heart, trusting before understanding . Even St. Joseph accepted divine guidance through obedience despite receiving only partial light for the path ahead . Modern culture trains people to seek immediate answers, instant clarity, and complete control. Yet the spiritual life often matures through holy uncertainty. Faith grows strongest not when every question is resolved but when the soul remains faithful amid unresolved questions . 

St. Francis de Sales teaches that trust becomes pure when it rests in God's goodness rather than in explanations. St. John of the Cross similarly explains that God often leads souls through darkness so that they may cling to Him rather than to their own understanding . This mystery becomes deeply human in everyday life. A mother praying for a wayward child may receive no immediate answer. A priest carrying hidden burdens may continue serving while receiving little consolation. A young person discerning a vocation may walk through seasons of uncertainty. A family facing financial hardship may find no quick solution. Yet through persevering prayer, something mysterious begins to happen. The circumstances may remain unchanged, but the soul slowly changes. Fear gives way to trust, anxiety to surrender, and restlessness to peace . God is often transforming the heart before He transforms the situation . The silence after hearing God's voice therefore becomes a school of trust. There the soul learns to rely not on visible evidence but on the fidelity of God Himself (cf. Prov 3:5–6; Ps 46:10). The Catechism (cf. CCC 2730–2734) teaches that prayer often confronts souls with apparent unanswered petitions and trials of faith, calling them to deeper perseverance and confidence in divine providence . In this silence, Christ gradually becomes more precious than the answers sought. The soul discovers that His presence is not merely preparation for the answer—it is already the beginning of the answer itself . What begins as a search for explanations ultimately becomes an encounter with the living God, and there the heart finds a peace that surpasses understanding .

The appeal reveals something deeply human: silence is often where God gently breaks the identities we have built to survive. Most people live with inner labels formed over years—“successful” or “failure,” “strong” or “weak,” “wanted” or “forgotten,” “useful” or “useless.” These are not abstract ideas;  they shape how a person wakes up in the morning, how they face others, and how they quietly judge themselves . Yet God does not begin by reinforcing these labels. He begins by quietly placing the soul in silence, where none of them can hold. This is deeply human because silence feels uncomfortable before it feels holy. When distractions fade, a person begins to notice what they normally avoid: regrets that were never processed, fears that were never named, desires that were buried under busyness, and questions they have been too tired to face . This is why silence can feel heavy. It removes the noise that helped the person manage their inner world. Yet precisely here, God is near. Scripture shows this pattern in very human lives. Moses spent years in obscurity after acting in his own strength and failing; in that silence, his identity as “rescuer” is stripped before God calls him again, this time in grace (cf. Ex 2:11–25; Ex 3:1–10). Joseph is reduced to powerlessness in prison, where every human plan collapses before divine purpose quietly forms within him (cf. Gen 39:20–23; Gen 41:38–44). Peter, (cf. Lk 22:61–62; Jn 21:17) after his denial, is not immediately restored to public strength but is first broken by tears and silence, where he learns he is loved beyond his failure . Paul himself must disappear into hidden years after his encounter with Christ so that his identity is no longer built on achievement but on grace alone (cf. Gal 1:15–18). Even Jesus (cf. Lk 2:51–52; Mt 4:1–11) Himself enters long hidden years in Nazareth and later the desert, where nothing visible happens, yet everything interior is being formed . This reveals something essential: God does not rush identity formation; He deepens it. In daily life, this becomes very concrete. A person who has always felt defined by success may experience silence as loss of control, yet slowly realize their worth is not collapsing with their achievements. A parent who feels defined by their children may learn, in quiet prayer, that love is not possession. A person carrying past sin may feel stripped of all self-image, yet begin to discover that they are not their failure (cf. Rom 8:1). A priest or consecrated person may feel unproductive in hiddenness, yet slowly understand that being loved by God precedes being useful to Him. This is why silence feels both painful and truthful. It removes what is false, not to harm the person, but to free them. God is not erasing identity—He is uncovering it. Beneath all the shifting labels, the soul slowly discovers a deeper truth: it is known, loved, and held by God even when it has nothing left to present . This awareness often emerges in silence, when external supports fade and even interior clarity feels distant. Yet in that very hiddenness, the soul learns that God’s love was never dependent on achievement, feeling, or understanding . Thus, the silence after God speaks is not emptiness. It is the quiet place where a life is gently freed from fragile identities and taught to rest in a love that cannot be lost .

A profoundly Eucharistic dimension emerges when we realize that the quietness following God’s voice mirrors the silent presence of Christ in the Eucharist. The Host does not speak audibly. The tabernacle does not display outward movement. During long hours of adoration, nothing “appears” to happen—no dramatic signs, no visible change—yet the Church quietly confesses that Christ is truly and wholly present . This is deeply human, because it touches the part of us that struggles with what is unseen and unmeasurable. And yet, this very silence becomes transformative. This reveals something that clashes with modern instinct: holiness is not measured by visibility. In a world driven by constant expression—speaking, posting, explaining, reacting, proving—Christ remains silent and yet profoundly effective. He does not compete for attention, yet He transforms hearts more deeply than all noise combined . The Eucharist evangelizes not by force of presence that demands recognition, but by a presence that patiently waits and silently changes those who remain. This is intensely practical and deeply human.  A religious brother or sister faithfully doing hidden tasks without recognition participates in the same hidden fruitfulness as the tabernacle. An elderly person offering pain in silence, without complaint or visibility, becomes an intercessor in ways the world cannot measure. A worker choosing honesty when no one is watching enters this same Eucharistic logic of hidden fidelity (cf. Mt 6:6; Lk 21:1–4). The silence of the Eucharist teaches that influence in God’s Kingdom is not about exposure but about union. Just as Christ changes souls from within the tabernacle, He continues to transform the world through hidden love, unseen sacrifices, and faithful presence that seems small but is eternally significant . In this way, the quietness of God is not absence of action, but the deepest form of divine action—Love that does not need to announce itself in order to be infinitely effective.

At the deepest mystical level, Our Adorable Jesus reveals that the quietness following His voice is not merely a condition of prayer, but a participation in His own interior life. Silence is not outside Him—it is in Him (cf. Jn 15:4–5; CCC 2717). To enter silence is therefore to enter communion with a living Person whose presence is hidden, not absent. The entire earthly life of Christ is marked by this redemptive silence: Nazareth  where God is hidden in ordinary life , the desert where He battles without spectacle , Gethsemane  where anguish is carried without explanation , Pilate’s court where Truth remains silent , Calvary where Love endures without defense , the tomb  where divine power works invisibly , and the Eucharist where He remains hidden yet fully given . These are not separate silences—they are one Heart revealed in different depths. St. John of the Cross teaches that God withdraws sensible consolation to purify love from dependence on feeling, experience, or understanding (cf. CCC 2731–2733). Silence humbles because it removes possession; the soul can no longer “hold” God through emotion or clarity. It is taught to remain with Him without grasping Him. Revelation shows the deepest destiny of this silence: “silence in heaven” before God (cf. Rev 8:1). Not emptiness, but perfect union. Thus, silence after Christ’s voice is not absence. It is participation in God’s own hidden life—where the soul ceases merely to hear Him and begins to rest within Him (cf. Ps 62:1–2; CCC 260).

Prayer

Our Adorable Jesus, hidden in the Sacrament of Love , gather our scattered thoughts and restless desires into the peace of Your Heart. Teach us the wisdom of silence, where words cease and grace speaks. When answers seem delayed and understanding fails, help us trust Your providence. May Your Eucharistic Presence purify our souls, deepen our faith, and prepare us for the everlasting silence of heavenly union with You. Amen.

Sr. Anna Ali of the Most Holy Eucharist, intercede for us.

The Broken Eucharistic Heart of Jesus

Divine Appeal Reflection - 139

Today, consider in Divine Appeal 139: "My Heart is broken in pain because I am so much abused in the Sacrament of My Love."

When Our Adorable Jesus speaks of His Heart being broken in pain because He is abused in the Sacrament of His Love, He reveals a sorrow that is profoundly human and profoundly divine at the same time . Every person understands, at least faintly, the pain of offering love and receiving indifference. A mother sacrifices quietly for her children and feels forgotten (cf. Is 49:15). A faithful spouse gives generously and slowly feels taken for granted . A loyal friend remains present through suffering and is quietly ignored (cf. Prov 17:17). Yet all these deeply human sorrows remain only pale reflections of what Our Adorable Jesus experiences in the Eucharist, where Infinite Love remains present yet so often remains unnoticed (cf. Jn 15:13; Rev 3:20). The Eucharist is not merely a doctrine to be accepted intellectually, but a Divine Person to be encountered, adored, and loved . After accomplishing redemption through His Passion, Death, and Resurrection, Jesus chose not to abandon humanity to distance or forgetfulness. Instead, He remained hidden beneath the humble appearances of bread and wine so that He might stay astonishingly near to every generation until the end of time . The Eucharistic mystery therefore reveals not divine absence, but divine closeness carried to its most intimate expression: Emmanuel—God remaining with His people (cf. Mt 1:23; Jn 14:18). The tragedy is that many Catholics intellectually affirm this mystery while practically living as though the tabernacle were empty . Imagine entering a home daily while never greeting the one quietly waiting within. Imagine sitting beside a faithful friend while never acknowledging his presence. Such images faintly reflect how Jesus is often treated in countless churches. Many souls enter, glance briefly toward the sanctuary, and continue as though nothing extraordinary dwells there (cf. Ps 84:1–4). Yet behind every tabernacle door remains the same Jesus whom Mary held at Bethlehem, whom Peter followed through Galilee, whom John rested beside at the Last Supper,(cf. Lk 2:16; Jn 13:23; Jn 20:27) and whom Thomas touched after the Resurrection . The Eucharistic Heart suffers because He remains infinitely near while being practically forgotten, waiting silently for love that often never arrives .

One of the deepest wounds in contemporary spiritual life is the loss of wonder in the face of divine familiarity (cf. Ps 95:6–7; CCC 2096–2097). The saints feared not persecution as much as the slow erosion of reverence through routine. St. John Chrysostom warned that repeated exposure to holy realities can lead the heart to stop perceiving their greatness, as familiarity without interior conversion dulls spiritual vision . The Eucharist is especially vulnerable to this hidden danger. Because Mass is celebrated daily, because tabernacles stand in nearly every parish, because Holy Communion is frequently received, many souls gradually lose the sense of awe that should accompany the Real Presence . If Christ were visibly manifested on the altar surrounded by angelic hosts, human instinct would bow in immediate reverence. Yet because He comes concealed under sacramental humility, many approach Him without corresponding interior awareness (cf. Phil 2:6–8). Sacred Scripture reveals a consistent pattern of trembling before divine manifestation: Moses before the burning bush (cf. Ex 3:1–6), Isaiah before the holiness of God (cf. Is 6:1–7), Ezekiel before divine glory (cf. Ez 1:28), and St. John before the risen Christ . Yet in contrast, modern man often approaches the Eucharistic Lord with less attentiveness than he gives to ordinary human ceremonies. This is not always deliberate irreverence, but often a gradual spiritual dullness in awareness of the sacred . The outward signs of this weakening awareness are subtle: arriving late without concern, distracted presence before the liturgy, immediate departure after Communion, or hurried exit before thanksgiving. The tragedy is not merely behavioral but interior—a diminished perception of the living Presence of God (cf. Mal 1:6–7; CCC 2628). Adoration, as the Church teaches, is the first movement of the human heart before God, the proper response of love before divine majesty. The saints instinctively understood this. St. Peter Julian Eymard devoted long hours to Eucharistic adoration because he knew that love naturally seeks presence, and presence demands time. In contrast, many modern souls lament a lack of divine closeness while neglecting prolonged silence before the very Sacrament where Christ is most intimately near . Thus, the real question is not whether God is close, but whether the heart has been reawakened to recognize Him.

Another wound often carried against the Eucharistic Heart is the subtle loss of bodily reverence in worship . Human beings do not worship with the soul alone, but with body and spirit together, and Sacred Scripture consistently reveals this unity. Solomon knelt in prayer before the Lord (cf. 1 Kgs 8:54), the Magi prostrated themselves before the Child Jesus (cf. Mt 2:11), the leper fell at Christ’s feet in supplication (cf. Mk 1:40), and Mary of Bethany (cf. Jn 11:32) knelt in silent devotion before Him . In each case, the body becomes an expression of interior faith, revealing what the heart believes. Within the tradition of the Church, kneeling, genuflecting, bowing, silence, and modest dress were never mere external customs but embodied forms of reverence flowing from faith in the living God (cf. CCC 1387, 1671–1673). Yet in many places these visible signs have weakened: genuflections become hurried, kneeling is sometimes omitted even when possible, silence is reduced, and sacred space can begin to resemble ordinary environments rather than places set apart for divine encounter . This is not a question of nostalgia or externalism, but of love expressed visibly. Love naturally seeks gesture; reverence naturally seeks form.  Even external appearance can reflect interior awareness, not as fashion but as consciousness before God. If a person prepares carefully to meet an earthly authority, how much more should the heart awaken when approaching the King of Kings (cf. Mal 1:6; CCC 1387). The sorrow of Jesus is not merely about external actions, but about the gradual fading of awareness that He is truly present. When this awareness diminishes, reverence weakens—not only in gesture, but in love itself (cf. Lk 24:32).

Perhaps one of the most painful wounds against the Eucharistic Heart is the reception of Christ without true interior reception (cf. Jn 13:26–30). Judas sat at the Last Supper and received from Christ’s own hand while his heart was already turning toward betrayal, revealing the tragic possibility of external nearness without interior communion. This sorrow is repeated whenever Holy Communion becomes separated from ongoing conversion of life . The Church therefore calls souls to examine themselves before receiving the Lord, not only in terms of moral readiness, but also in terms of interior disposition toward grace. Yet beyond formal preparation lies a deeper openness of the whole person: forgiveness offered or withheld, resentment retained or surrendered, commandments embraced or neglected, prayer cultivated or abandoned. Our Adorable Jesus desires not mere reception, but true communion—union of heart, mind, and life . St. Catherine of Siena described Holy Communion as fire entering dry wood, yet wood still saturated with self-love resists the flame of divine transformation (cf. Dt 4:24; Heb 12:29). In a similar way, when Communion is reduced to routine or external participation, the interior openness of the soul to grace is weakened, not because Christ is less powerful, but because the heart becomes less receptive to His action (cf. CCC 1380, 1391–1395). The Eucharist always remains the same divine Fire; it is the disposition of the heart that determines whether it is consumed in love or merely approached without transformation (cf. Lk 24:32).The Sacred Heart of Jesus longs not only to enter the soul sacramentally, but to reign within it completely, transforming desire, healing memory, and deepening charity . Each Communion, therefore, is not merely received, but either opened to or closed against the fullness of its transforming power.

The deepest dimension of this appeal concerns the loneliness of Jesus among His own people . During His Passion, Christ endured abandonment not only from His enemies but even more painfully from the weakness of His friends. Peter denied Him (cf. Lk 22:54–62), the apostles fled in fear (cf. Mk 14:50), and in Gethsemane (cf. Mt 26:40–45) He found not companionship but sleeping disciples . Scripture thus reveals a profound sorrow: divine Love remaining present while human love withdraws. This mystery continues in Eucharistic life. Many tabernacles remain silently unattended, many parishes lack sustained adoration, and many hearts pass near the Eucharistic Lord while remaining unaware of His living Presence . Modern life often fills hours with activity, entertainment, and distraction, yet many souls struggle to remain even briefly in silent adoration before the Blessed Sacrament .St. John Paul II repeatedly urged the Church to rediscover Eucharistic amazement, calling souls back to awe before the mystery of Christ truly present.   St. Teresa of Calcutta likewise linked many spiritual wounds of the modern world to the loss of sustained Eucharistic adoration, seeing in silence before Jesus the renewal of charity and clarity of faith . Thus, the real struggle of modern discipleship is not only belief in the Eucharist, but the capacity to remain with Him—awake, attentive, and loving—in a world that constantly fragments interior recollection . Thus, Christ is wounded not only by sacrilege, but by neglect; not only by irreverence, but by absence . Yet this mystery is also a summons to hope. Every act of reverent genuflection, every hour of Eucharistic silence, every preparation for Holy Communion, every child taught to adore, every priest celebrating Mass with devotion, and every family who visits the tabernacle becomes a living consolation to the Eucharistic Heart . In a world marked by noise and distraction, Our Adorable Jesus still seeks souls who will remain with Him, love Him, and offer reparation through faithful presence and Eucharistic love.

Prayer 

Our Adorable Jesus, forgive our forgetfulness before the Sacrament of Your Love. Restore holy awe within us. Teach us silence, kneeling, recollection, adoration, reverence, and loving attention to Your Eucharistic Presence. May our smallest acts of devotion console Your wounded Heart. Amen.

Sr. Anna Ali of the Most Holy Eucharist, intercede for us.

Divine Appeal 139

ON THE EUCHARIST:A DIVINE APPEAL

(Revelation to Sr Anna Ali of the Most Holy Eucharist)

VOLUME 1

“When I instituted the Sacrament, I knew that a day would be reached when I would be so much blasphemed and abused by the souls I love so much.”

“My daughter, listen to Me. Pray a great deal. I come here to seek shelter. As you hear My voice always, the quietness which follows is in Me. Never grow weary of Me. When you call Me I am always here listening in the Sacrament of My Love. I am a stranger in the prison of My tabernacle. I remain day and night waiting for souls. I am always thirsty for souls. Bring Me souls in your prayers. In your sufferings learn from My courage in the Sacrament of My Love. When I instituted the Sacrament I knew that a day would be reached when I would be so much blasphemed and abused by the souls I love so much. In My Mercy you will find the source of light and love. Pray a great deal. Atone. My Heart bleeds in this grave hour. Do not be afraid. I beg you to carry out My direction and give Me the hours that I beg for the good of souls. Listen to My suffering call. Do not lose any of these precious times. Write My words and pray. I can do all things. Never doubt. With an anguished heart I come here to seek shelter. I am calling everyone to be converted.

In the Sacrament of My Love I am so lonely and blasphemed. Like Judas the souls consecrated to Me betray Me day and night. With unlimited tears in My Heart I give the warning from My Divine Mercy. Souls are to be converted through prayer and my Sacrament. The demon is disposed to mislead souls. Pray a great deal. Bring Me Souls. I am thirsty for souls that I love so much.

In this sacrilegious struggle, much of which has been created by man will be demolished due to both savage impulses and aggrandisement. My Heart is broken in pain because I am so much abused in the Sacrament of My Love. I have no rest. Keep Me in silence. Good people suffer and are so much persecuted by justice. They have nothing to fear because one day they will be separated from the impious and obstinate sinners who persecute them. What a pain for Me to see so much bloodshed in the world. It is a great desolation. Pray a great deal. In the Sacrament of My Love you are a victim. I close Myself in waiting and longing for the souls to come and repent before it is too late. How can I save the souls if they do not listen to Me? Look at My pains! I am reduced to such a state of pitiable disfigurement for the souls of mankind. Pray and quench My thirst.”

“I give My blessing.”

6th May 1988

Copyright © 2015 Bishop Cornelius K. Arap Korir, Catholic Diocese of Eldoret, Kenya.  All rights reserved. Reproduced from ON THE EUCHARIST: A DIVINE APPEAL, Volume I by www.adivineappeal.com.